Butââ
âNo.â She tried to wiggle away, to hide from the truth, but Claire decided that there was no time like the present, especially if Samanthaâs friends were giving her a bad time.
âBut itâs also true that Jessica says she and Daddy were . . . well, were intimate.â
Samanthaâs body began to tremble violently. âIntimate?â
âMeaning that he fucked her,â Sean clarified.
âNo!â
âSean, hush!â Claire clung to her daughter. âDonât use that kind of language around this houseââ
Samanthaâs eyes were wild. âBut he didnât, did he? Daddy would never, everââ
âWhatever happened, you have to have faith in your father,â Claire heard herself saying, though the words rang like the hollow sound of a lonely bell. Sheâd lost faith in Paul a long time ago; sheâd given up on him and their sham of a marriage years before. Sheâd only stuck it out for the kids. Now that seemed like a cruel, disgusting joke. Her children would forever bear these scars. âDaddy and I were already separated when . . . well, when Jessica said that it happened.â
âYouâre saying that Jessica lied?â Samantha asked, hope in her tiny voice.
âNo way!â Sean sneered. âI walked in on them. They were humping like dogs in heat!â
âStop it, Sean!â
âNo!â Samantha shook her head violently. âNo! No! No!â
âHoney, Iâm just telling you what Jessica is saying.â Claireâs throat was suddenly raw with the pain her daughter felt.
âBut why?â Samanthaâs voice was an octave higher than normal.
âBecause sheâs a slut, and heâs a pervert.â
âI donât know,â Claire said. âSean, I donât want to hear another wordââ
âNo! Itâs not true!â Samanthaâs body stiffened, and she pushed Claire away. âI donât believe you!â She ran to the door. âYouâre a liar, Sean, a creepy, lowlife liar!â
The door banged shut behind her, and Claire whirled on her son. âThat was uncalled for.â
âThat was the truth.â
âThere are kinder waysââ
âYeah, like letting Candi Suck-Up Whittaker rub Samâs nose in it! Face it, Mom, Dadâs a sex fiend who likes young girls. Samanthaâs better off knowing the truth. That way she wonât get hurt anymore.â
âWonât she?â Claire whispered under her breath as she ran after Samantha through the house, out the front door, and down the street. A hot breeze turned the leaves of the aspen trees, causing them to shimmer in the sunlight, and somewhere behind the neighborâs house a dog was barking fiercely. Claire dashed down the sidewalk, dodging a tricycle and a bump in the walk where the roots of a tree had buckled the cement, all the while chasing after her daughter. Samantha was sobbing, her golden hair streaming behind her, her long legs running fast, as if she could leave the horrid words and accusations back in the house.
Running away. Just like you, Claire. But you canât run. Sooner or later the past catches up to you.
At Center Street, Samantha ran against the light and a pickup squealed to a stop, narrowly missing her. Claireâs heart stopped and she screamed. âWatch out!â No. No. No.
âHey, kid, watch where youâre goinâ,â the driver barked, a cigarette wobbling in the corner of his mouth.
Heart pumping with fear, Claire held out her hand and ran in front of his rig.
âWhat the hellââ
âSamantha, wait, please,â Claire yelled, but Samantha didnât even glance over her shoulder.
âFrigginâ idiots!â The truck roared off.
Breathing hard, Claire caught up with her daughter a block away from the park. The sun was blistering, blinding as it reflected off the