rubber-banded to her forearm, and sometimes it stayed in her pocket, but it was always with her. It was where she kept her reminders and her shopping lists, plus a garden design layout that she had been working on for more than a year. She wanted a garden of daylilies, just daylilies, but varieties of every color ever created. She lived in a doublewide with Mr. Cummings, who was a long-distance trucker, and her plot wasnât big enough to garden. Still, she had dreams about the garden, and I liked sitting with her in the early morning, her door open to whatever weather had arrived the night before.
âThere you are,â she said when I arrived. âJust about gave up on you. Youâre running late this morning.â
She was drinking tea. She had her memory pad flattened on the table in front of her.
âThe bus was late. We almost didnât make it.â
âWas Lenny hung?â
I shrugged and sat down on the turned-over five-gallon bucket she used as a footstool. I dropped my backpack between my feet and let myself settle. It always felt good to be in Mrs. Cummingsâs office.
âWell, he probably was. The town ought to fire him, and I donât say that lightly. Employment is hard enough to come by, donât I know.â
âHe was okay,â I said.
She shook her head.
âPink Charmer,â she said, lifting the memory book to show me the addition she had made to her garden design. âI just saw it in one of my catalogs. Itâs a beauty.â
âPink, obviously, right?â
She nodded.
âPink Charmer, then the blue one I like,â she said, and bent close to read her handwriting. âBlue Summer Daylily.â
âPretty.â
She sighed and closed the book. She didnât say anything for a second.
âGosh, you look more and more like your mom every day,â she said. âI mean it. Spitting image and all that. You must see it yourself.â
âI guess,â I said. âWe donât have that many pictures of her around.â
âTrust me,â she said.
First bell rang. It rang loud and hard.
âUp and at âem,â she said when the bell died off.
She put her memory book under the rubber band against her forearm. She dug in her pocket and shook a few Tic Tacs into her palm, then she held them out to me, offering.
âIâm okay,â I said, âunless youâre telling me I need them.â
She laughed and shook her head. Then she slapped the mints in her mouth, and her hand cupped against her lips made a small popping sound.
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When I came home at four, the spring light made me step out on the porch as I peeled a clementine. If youâve never spent a winter in northern New England, then you donât know what spring fever feels like. You spend all winter waiting for a little warmth, a little sunlight, and when it returns, itâs overpowering. But the warmth also melts the ice and snow, and whatever you left outside in December is still there, waiting, like a snapshot of your life. Everything is dirty and cruddy. I slipped my hip up on the porch railing and looked around our yard. Seriously, it wasnât much better than the Stewartsâ next door. We had a broken umbrella-shaped clothesline and a cement three-step staircase broken off and resting on its side and a coffin-shaped bathtub filled with beanpoles and garden junk. Weeds poked up everywhere, not growing, but giving the place a graveyard air. The whole thing looked ridiculous, looked like whippoorwills lived here, and I hated thinking how accurate that was. I put a tiny piece of the clemintine peel under my front lip. It tasted bitter and harsh, but I wanted that, wanted to taste the light in the fruit, and I leaned out a little and put my face back into the sun. Then I took a big bite out of a fruit section, and it tasted like spring, and like summer later on, and I had a warm, floaty moment until I heard Wally
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