shard of a law firm; some corporate lawyer, perhaps, with whom he could discuss the finer details of the governmentâs current taxation policy over a late-night infusion of caffeine at his desk? Yes, she could picture it now; they hadnât realised the time, they were exhausted from the mentally challenging work, so they retired to a local wine bar for a nightcap before theyâ¦
A blade of renewed pain scythed through Lucieâs brain and her temples throbbed as though they were being squeezed of their last drop of energy in a wine press. A headache threatened â yet another consequence of the agony caused by Alexâs shock refusal of her proposal. The whisk she was using towhip up one of her signature zabagliones clattered from her hand to the floor as she struggled to rein in her emotions.
âYou okay over there, Lucie?â enquired Gino, his eyes filled with sympathy. âDonât take any notice of Francesca. She has the heart of an ice queen. Ever since Antonio mentioned the dreaded blogger her preoccupation with perfection has spiralled out of control. We donât even know for sure that heâll be here tonight.â
âIâm okay, thanks, Gino.â And Lucie returned to her internal meanderings.
As always, it was her friendsâ overt expressions of sympathy and kindness that tended to set her off. A week ago, Steph and Hollie had welcomed her and her suitcases into their home with love, understanding and the administration of that trio of female solace â wine, chocolate and a good gossip. Yet her brain was still as befuddled with circulating confusion as it had been that dreadful night, and her aching heart was a ghost town without even the tumbleweed to break the monotony of loneliness. Alexâs casual rejection in the space of a moment had been so unexpected she couldnât quite believe it had happened. She still expected him to call her to arrange a Saturday brunch date, or walk through the restaurant door to declare that it had all been a ruse â that heâd planned to propose to her himself and of course he wanted to marry her.
Before her life had exploded in her face, she hadnât ever thought things couldnât get any better. As well as what sheâd thought of as her steady love life with the man of her dreams, her ambitions in the career arena were progressing in accordance with the carefully crafted plan sheâd made after graduating in the top five of her class at Le Cordon Bleu cookery school in Paris. She allowed her thoughts to swing briefly to those heady days in the City of Light when her brain had been crammed to bursting with all-things-patisserie and she had slaved over a hot stove from the moment she arrived in that celebrated kitchen until she couldnât hold her eyes open a second longer. She had loved carrying out culinary autopsies on recipes then twisting the results to improve on taste, texture and presentation.
However, she knew she still had a lot to learn in the arena of gastronomic archaeology, and one of her particular interests was Mediterranean desserts. She loved working with Gino on his signature biscotti and experimenting with a wide variety of fillings for their cannoli . She also enjoyed being part of the renaissance of the trattoria in Hammersmith. Gino continually assured her she was an integral cog in their food-creating machine. Her colleagues â Gino, Antonio and Sofia â were like an extended family and Francescaâs was rapidly becoming one of the best Italian eateries in the area as evidenced by the long waiting list for weekend reservations.
With supreme difficulty, she dragged her concentration back to the green figs she was struggling to peel and reluctantly admitted that maybe Francesca had a point. Perhaps she should take a break from work until she could banish the raw edges of her heartache.
What if Antonioâs sources were right and the food critic had chosen to dine
Dawne Prochilo, Dingbat Publishing, Kate Tate