asked.
âSophie,â she said.
âIâm Dr. Phillips. I wondered, while I have you here, if we might talk.â
Sophie expected to be taken into an office somewhere, but the doctor led her into an empty hospital room. It had been years since Sophie had been in one. The absence of patients gave it an eerie air, as if she and the doctor were conversing among the dead.
âYour father-in-law is quite upset that weâve kept him here, I know. But really there wasnât any other way.â
âI understand.â
âHow much do you know about his condition?â
âNot much,â Sophie said. âTo be honest, weâve never met.â
Dr. Phillips seemed relieved that she wasnât actually confronting a grieving loved one.
âItâs quite serious.â
âIs he dying?â
âYes.â Then she clarified. âThere are still some things we can try, of course. We went in for an endoscopy, to take a look at some growths in his stomach. We found a substantial presence in some nearby lymph nodes. Possibly also his liver. Weâre going to know more after we get the results of his biopsy back, but itâs not a great prognosis weâre looking at. I think our most promising course is going to be a complete gastrectomy. That is, weâll take out his stomach. While weâre in there, we can also take out those lymph nodes and some surrounding tissue.â
She paused like a teacher measuring classroom comprehension.
âIâm sorry to be telling you all this in this way. We donât have a lot of choice. Iâve explained things to Mr. Crane, but he isnât in great shape, and Iâm not sure how much heâs taking in. I understand that he and your husband arenât close, but youâre the only contacts heâs given us.â
âWhat exactly are you looking for us to do?â
âWell, there are ways to make all of this easier for him. Mr. Crane doesnât take very good care of himself. For starters, he doesnât seem to be taking his medicine. Iâm going to write some scrips for you, and I want you to make sure he gets them filled.â
âI can do that,â Sophie said. âBut I canât promise much else. My husband and his father donât get along.â
The doctor was already handing over the prescriptions.
âJust do what you can. Ultimately, of course, heâs responsible for his own well-being.â
A duty had been discharged then, another imposed, and there was a subtle shift in balance between the two women as they walked out into the hall and back to the reception area.
âHereâs my card,â Dr. Phillips said by way of parting. âIf you have any questions, you can call.â
After she left, Sophie filled out the forms and waited for Craneâs arrival.
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Later, Sophie imagined that he had first appeared like a ghost, his pale green hospital gown emanating from him in waves. She imagined him floating toward her, bringing with him an obligationâas every spirit doesâas though the demand he would eventually make was present in that instant, carried palpably within him.
But he was already dressed to leave, in a loose black T-shirt and black jeans, an outfit Sophie recognized as the uniform of a particular kind of older man who haunted lower Manhattan. He still wore his hospital slippers, shuffling to her, and if he resembled anything otherworldly, it was a creature from some medieval portrait of perdition, his pale face animated only by fear. The look made his obvious resemblance to Tomâsquare jaw; proud nose; thin, tight mouthâall the more troubling. His hair was white where it grew in patchy stubble on his cheeks and chin; it was gray and slight on top of his head, where it had been combed back in an effort to make him presentable. The nurse who walked beside him pointed him toward Sophie. Perhaps she knew, as the doctor seemed already to