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her. " Girls dig strong guys. "
    I get out of the car and close the door behind me , not man enough to look back at her.
    The second I hit the porch stairs , Sebastian is standing in the doorway.
    " I hear I ' m supposed to be staying with you to keep you under control for a while? Apparently , I ' m your last resort. " I hold out my fist , willing him to just bump it with his. To play my game and not ask any questions I don ' t want to answer right now.
    But he doesn ' t.
    Sebastian wraps an arm around my neck and pulls me inside. " Welcome home , man. "
     

 
    Chapter Four
    The last couple weeks before school gets out go so slow , I seriously consider the idea someone learned how to alter time just to screw with me.
    Sebastian keeps trying to get me to talk to him about what went down at home that night , but I just don ' t do the talking thing. I don ' t get how it ' s supposed to help. It ' s not going to change anything. Mike will still be a prick who hates me for Mom ' s screw up , and I ' ll still be the son she never wanted who she let take the brunt of whatever happened between them.
    No matter how many times I say it , those are the facts. Why put it out there so I can give them another reason to feel sorry for me? That ' s one thing I can ' t stand the thought of. Not when it comes to Sebastian , Pris , and Aspen.
    Finally graduation day is here and Sebastian ' s leg is jumping up and down while the principal gives a year-long speech when all we want to do is throw our caps in the air and be done with it. Actually , that ' s not true. Sebastian ' s nervous and I ' m nervous because , well ... it ' s not like we can graduate without going out in style , right?
    We ' ve always known we wanted to do something big. Only we didn ' t know what it was until recently. At our school , you pick who you walk with and whatever order you get in for rehearsal , you ' re in for the ceremony.
    I ' m both on edge and excited as they get closer and closer to calling our names. Luckily , we have friends in high places , ( okay , maybe I mean people willing to be bought off ) who agreed to help us.
    Finally it ' s time for our row to stand up and walk to the stage. I give Sebastian a smile as we ' re waiting for our names.
    " Sebastian Hawkins ," the principal calls. " Jaden Sinclair. "
    As soon as my name clears his lips , the song , " I ' m Sexy and I Know it " starts blasting through the speakers. The huge overhead screen on the stage flashes with the words , " Sebastian and Jaden Rock " . The teachers scramble to figure out what ' s going on. But that ' s nothing compared to how the crowd starts roaring with laugher as we dance across the stage to our theme song.
    Principal South comes after us , but we dance out of his reach.
    We both do the pelvic thrust like in the video and the laughter grows.
    Sebastian has a huge smile on his face. It only lasts about twenty seconds , but the moment is epic. For the first time in I don ' t even remember how long , I ' m happy.
    ***
    " Jaden! " Mom calls as I start to walk away from her. She didn ' t even mention anything about our graduation stunt. She hugged me , told me she loved me (yeah , right) and said everything was good for what I ' d asked her to do for me.
    " Yeah? " I turn back around to face her. It ' s so strange looking at her now. My whole life feels like a lie. Like I don ' t know who I am. Did I ever know? I ' m not sure.
    She hol ds out a paper. " Last summer , when things started to get worse with your father— "
    " He ' s nothing to me. " I grab the paper out of her hand.
    " You ' re right ... of course , but when things started to get worse , it ' s because he found out I had that. " She points to the paper in my hand. " I thought you might want it someday. "
    Her brown eyes dart down. I should have known . How could I not have known? Neither she or Mike have blue eyes like I do.
    For some reason I can ' t make myself look to see what ' s on the paper. Can ' t bring