been terribly ill when she woke up that morning and had started coughing blood. She was so bad that your uncles Bilal and Yusuf immediately decided to rush her to hospital. I too went with them.â Rehana began to cry as she told the story to Ruby. âBy now, mother was barely conscious. The fever had skyrocketed. I could feel her body burning.â
Sitting in the front passenger seat, the more hotheaded Yusuf looked explosive, but also on the verge of tears.
Bilal could not take it anymore. His breath was short, and his hands had begun to shake as the level of glucose in his body plummeted and hypoglycemia began to take hold. That, coupled with his motherâs increasing distress, shattered his control. He jumped out of the car again.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â BORN TO KILL screamed. âGet back inside your car.â
âCome on, soldier,â Bilal yelled back. âLook! She is losing so much blood. Let us through.â
âYeah right!â The anger in BORN TO KILL âs voice matched his raised weapon. âGet back to your car and wait for your turn.â
âPlease, soldier!â Bilal was begging.
It had no effect on BORN TO KILL . âBack in line.â
âShe seems to be really sick.â A younger soldier standing beside BORN TO KILL whispered. He had peered inside the car while the heated exchange was taking place. âWhy donât we let them through first?â
âYou shut your fucking mouth, wimp.â BORN TO KILL hissed, âYou donât know these bastards. That is exactly what a pregnant woman said to my father. They were about to let her through when she blew herself up ⦠taking my father and four others with her.â
The recruit, Ean Gellner, subsided. This was only his fifth week in uniform and his first day on checkpoint duty.
The other soldiers snickered.
Their words meant nothing to Bilal, since he did not understand Hebrew, but those snickers jump-started him. Hot anger enveloped him. Shaking an angry fist, he leaped forward.
âStay back!â BORN TO KILL âs strident yell fell on deaf ears. âStand back, you moron!â Another yell went unheeded. âDo not cross the line!â
Tension suddenly escalated.
To Yusuf and Rehana, watching from the car, everything speeded up and slowed down; too fast for them to do anything yet slow enough to see every nuance.
As Bilal crossed the line, the rifle in BORN TO KILL âs hands emitted a sharp flat report. Then, a second later, another shot exploded out.
The gunshots echoed bleakly in the silence. Jews and Arabs alike, not one could believe shots had been fired. The disbelief was shattered by Bilalâs howl of pain. The first bullet gutted him. He was falling when the second hit him. He swayed, and then slumped to the ground. A shocked Yusuf jumped out and rushed to his brotherâs side.
Yusufâs move broke the frozen tableau; people scattered frantically, racing to get out of the line of fire.
BORN TO KILL stood, still as a statue, with his rifle pointed at Bilal, a confused expression frozen on his face. Like the others, even he was shocked.
Ean Gellner, the recruit, looked as though he was about to burst into tears.
Life paused, breathless.
âWhat the hell have you done?â a soldier on BORN TO KILL âs right yelled, dismay plastered on his face.
âWhat could I do? Didnât you see he was rushing me?â There was a sick smile on his face.
At that moment Yusuf, kneeling beside his dying brother, looked up. He saw BORN TO KILL âs smile. He did not see the fear that went with it. To him it looked as though the murderous bastard were smirking. An animal-like howl of rage burst out. Yusuf leaped up and ran toward BORN TO KILL , needing to wipe that ghastly smile off his face. From the rear of the car, Rehana saw Yusuf lunge forward. She screamed, a long futile scream; Yusuf had already broken past the