flopped onto the sofa next to him. It felt weird to be hanging out together. She wasnât sure if she should leave. People always assumed that since there were so few of them, the boarders were all best friends and had orgies every nightâcooped up with all those empty rooms. But actually they tended to feel kind of awkward around one another. The building was just too spacious and too quiet. There was a âBoarders Bashâ in the common room once a semester, but it was always dysfunctionalâeveryone showed up at different times and missed the others, or else they just refused to relax and ended up pretending to go to the bathroom and never coming back.
Gottfried stared at the wall while Virginia chewed her thumbnail. Iâll call you later . Had Benny actually said that? Heâd never called her before, but heâd said it like it was no big deal, like they talked on the phone all the time. Just donât, you know. . . . And what had he meant by that? Donât lose Gottfried? Donât make out with him? Virginia glanced at him. Maybe Benny saw something she didnât.Maybe Gottfried was in love with her. Or maybe he was Brittanyâs murderer, and what Benny was saying was Donât get killed . That would be so like him, to send her off with a murderer while he went to synagogue with his grandma. Benny never let her know what was going on.
âHow did you know police tape in Germany is red?â Gottfried asked suddenly.
Virginia looked at him. âHuh?â
âWhat you told da police officer. Have you been to Deutschland ?â
âOh! Um, no, I just said that. Is it really red?â
â Ja  . . . ,â he murmured. â Polizeiabsperrung  . . .â
People were always commenting on Gottfriedâs eyes. They were so blue they were fake-looking. No imperfections or flecks or brown or grayâjust a seamless ring of pure pale aquamarine. Virginia made herself look away. She didnât want to be like everyone else, going gaga for Gottfriedâs eyeballs. She liked to think of herself as a person who was unimpressed by superficial things.
âWhat were you doing out there?â she asked, redirecting the conversation. âWere you channeling the mascot or something?â
âHm?â Gottfriedâs eyebrow cocked curiously, in a way that Virginia couldnât quite read.
âYou did the same weird dance as Brittany,â Virginia pressed, âand then you ran to the bridge just like she did.â
Gottfried shrugged, and then yawned hugely.
Heâs on drugs, Virginia decided. A long, silent moment passed.
âI sink I will take a small siesta now,â Gottfried announced. âI am so tired . . . tired all da time.â He stood up and looked right into Virginiaâs eyes again. âYou helped me today. It was very kind. Sank you.â Then he bent down in a swift, smooth motion and kissed her cheek. Before she felt it, she smelled the faint rotten odor of his vomitus breath on her face. It made her stomach turn. But then she felt his lips, and her stomach turned again, in a different way.
âYouâre welcome . . . ,â she said lamely.
Gottfried stood up and left the room. Then she heard him say, âOh,â as if heâd bumped into someone in the hall. Virginia stiffened. Was someone there? Was someone listening in on them? Virginia scanned their conversation in her mind. Had she said anything weird or incriminating? She got up quickly and poked her head into the hall. Gottfried was gone. A door shut upstairs. And then it was quietâthat familiar sound of no one being there.
Congregation Mikveh Israel, 10:30 a.m.
Benny paced back and forth in front of the row of rabbi portraits. He turned his face away from them; some of the portraits were the creepy kind where the eyes follow you, and Benny didnât feel like dealing with their reprimanding