courtier contributes to the might of the crown and the luxury of the palace as he ought. Sylvain the lover conducts himself well in bed as he must or sleep alone. I canât speak to Sylvain the soldier or hunter but will grant the appropriate virtues on faith.â
âI thank you,â he said, kneading her heel.
She fanned her fingers in a dismissive gesture. âAll these are expected and nothing spectacular to comment upon. But the true Sylvain is the singular oneâthe only oneâand yet heâs the man few others notice.â
âAnd that man is?â
âI donât know if I should tell you. You might stop massaging my foot.â
âYou enjoy being mysterious.â
âThe only mystery is how youâve gotten away with it for so long. If anyone else knew, youâd be run out of the palace.â
âI will stop if you donât tell me.â
âVery well. Sylvain, you are a striver.â
A lead weight dropped into his stomach. âRidiculous. I thought you were going to say something interesting, but it is all blather.â
She nudged his crotch with her foot. âDonât be insulted. Striving must be in your nature. Or perhaps you were taught it as a child and took it into the blood with your host and catechism. But it will all end in disaster. Striving always does.â
He kept his expression remote and resumed stroking her foot.
âYou seek to raise yourself above your station,â she continued. âThose who do have no true home. They leave behind their rightful and God-given place and yet never reach their goal. It is a kind of Limbo, a choice to begin eternity in purgatory even before death.â
âAnd you have chosen to become a lay preacher. Do you have a wooden crate to stand on? Shall I carry it to a crossroads for you?â
âOh, very well, we can change the topic to Annette dâArlain if you are uncomfortable. I find myself a most engaging subject.â
âYes, keep to your area of expertise because you know little of me. I donât seek to raise myself. I am where I belong. The palace would be poorer without me.â
âIf you remained satisfied with being a lover, a courtier, and a good dinner guest, I might agree with you. Your uncle is a minor noble but I suppose his lineage is solid, should anyone care to trace it, and youâre not the first heir to a barren wilderness to manage a creditable reputation at court. But you want to be the first man of Versailles, even at the destruction of your own self and soul. You are striving to be better than every other man.â
âThat is the first thing youâve said that makes any sense.â
Sylvain eased her into his lap. He slid his fingers under the chiffon wrap and began teasing her into an eagerly agreeable frame of mind. She would declare him the best man in France before he was done with her, even if it took all evening.
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The monkey clung to Sylvainâs neck and hid its face under his coat collar. Sylvain hummed under his breath, a low cooing sound shepherds used to calm lambs.
The dealer had doused the monkey in cheap cologne to mask its animal scent. The stink must be a constant irritation to the creatureâs acute sense of smell. But it would wear off soon enough in the mist of the cisterns.
Sylvain rounded the corner into the little fishâs cavern and tripped. He slammed to his knees and twisted to take the weight of the fall on his shoulder. The monkey squealed with fright. He hushed it gently.
âWork carefully, be a good girl!â The little fishâs voice echoed off the grotto walls.
He had tripped over the painted wooden cradle. The little fish had stuffed it with all of the dolls Sylvain had given her over the past week. The family of straw-and-cloth dolls were soaked and squashed down to form a nest for the large porcelain doll Sylvain had brought her the day before. It had arrived as a gift from the