She kissed her on the cheek. âI wonât wait up for you. And your parents probably wonât get home until after you do. Your mother has cabin fever, too. Sheâs going to make the most of her evening out.â
Lisaâs reply was cut short by a knock at the door.
âThat must be Brian!â cried Carrie. âIâll get it!â
Lisa sighed. Why did Carrie always have to be so eager?
Lisa sat glumly beside Brian as they drove back from the film.
âWhatâs the matter?â he asked.
âNothing!â she said, lying and flashing him a quick smile.
Which was part of the problem. Everything was fine; too fine. It had been a wonderful evening, and now Lisa didnât want it to end, partly because she had the feeling he would never ask her out again. The beach was filled with summer girls, and Brian could have his choice. Most of them were more sophisticated than she was, prettier, more interesting.
Suddenly she felt very inadequate.
âDidnât you like the movie?â he asked.
âIt was wonderful!â she cried.
Brian looked at her and made a face. Lisa burst out laughing. The picture had been terrible, and they both knew it.
âYou shouldnât lie like that,â said Brian, smiling. âIt damages your credibility.â
âMy mother calls that a âlittle white.â According to her little whites are âa necessary social evil.ââ
âWhat is she?â asked Brian. âA preacher?â
Lisa smiled. âYou might say that. Her sermons are all delivered in my bedroom, though. To an audience of one. Me.â
Brian laughed. âMy motherâs a preacher, too. Her favorite topic is how I should settle down and stop dating so many girls.â
âSo, youâre a real heartbreaker, huh?â She tired to sound casual, but it didnât quite work. Her stomach was in knots.
Brian frowned. âI hope not. I just want to have a good time. Seeing one person all the time can get boring, donât you think?â
Lisa frowned, certain he was telling her he didnât want to go out again. And she was sure it was because he knew he could find more interesting people on the beach, any day, any time. She had paid attention to the competition when she was working on her tan. Most of the girls summering on the island were from wealthy families. A lot of them went to private schools and took lessons of some sortâeverything from horseback riding to karate. She could see why Brian wouldnât want to bother with her. She was boring, boring, boring! She wished desperately she could think of something to make herself more interesting.
âDo you believe in spirits?â she asked suddenly.
âWhat?â
âYou know: ghosts, spooks, voices from beyond?â
Brian paused. When he answered, Lisa was surprised at how serious his voice sounded. âIâm not sure,â he said slowly. âI plan on becoming a scientistâmarine biology. I know I should be very rational. But, yeah, I guess I sort of do. The idea of a spirit world has always fascinated me.â
Lisa felt a surge of elation. âWell, did you ever try something called automatic writing?â
Brian shook his head. âIâve heard of it. But I never tried it. Why?â
âOh, we were fooling around with it yesterday,â she said casually. âMy grandmother was teaching us how to do it.â
âDid you have any luck?â
âBelieve it or not, we did. I got a message from somewhere. Andâ¦â Her voice trailed off. She wasnât sure how much she wanted to say about the table knocking or the other things that had happened.
âWhat did it say?â asked Brian, a note of intense interest in his voice.
ââWelcome home.ââ
âThatâs weird. What do you suppose it meant?â
âI donât know. I got scared, and we stopped the seance.â
âDo you want to