yer pa, Nate?â
âGot himself hanged.â
âFor horse thieving? High-grading?â
âMy pa werenât no criminal,â I says.
âSo why a hanging?â
âIt were a murder, and Iâm fixing to find out why. Hopefully whatever Abeâs been holdingâll help.â I drop my fork and wipe my face clean. âWhat was it you had for me?â
Jesse stands and motions for me to follow him. In a small bedroom, he pulls open a desk drawer and dumps the contents. Then he lifts away a piece of wood lining the bottom to reveal a hidden compartment. There ainât nothing in it but an envelope. He hands it to me.
âA letter?â I says, doubtful.
He shrugs. âIâll give you a moment.â
I sink into the desk chair and turn the envelope over in my hands. Itâs yellowed with age, and there ainât a mark of ink on it. Not my name or nothing. I slide my finger beneath the wax and break the seal.
The pages I pull out are brittle and coarse. Paâs script is formal and elegant, so unlike his speaking voice.
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If youâre reading this, it means bad folk came for me, and Iâm terribly sorry I never told you the truth, Kate. I always planned to, at the right time, but maybe time got away from me. Maybe I thought we were safe.
The short of it is, your mother and I found gold when we were very young. Not here in Wickenburg, but farther south, in the Salt River Valley. Thereâs a mine and a couple caches sitting in the Superstition Mountains, and we only found our way to it because of the journal. We crossed two burro skeletons while prospecting, and a pair of human ones accompanying them. The saddlebags were still loaded up with gold, but the men had their skulls shot through, and the journal was sitting there among the bones. Leather bound, thick. The very one I keep under my bed. It had maps and directions. Instructions based on the sun and the cactuses and the canyon rock forms. It had everything, Kate, and we found one of the caches. Not the mine itself, but even still the cache was overflowing with ore.
I reckon it was someoneâs wealth, stored up. Probably the dead mensâ or whoever shot âem through the head, unless that were Indians. I didnât want to touch the stuffâI had a bad feelingâbut Maria said we could live easy off it. We took as much as we could carry and never looked back.
The problem, see, is that gold tends to leave a trail. Back in Tucson, people wanted to know where weâd struck. They asked too many questions. Some even came to the house in the night, aiming to kill us for the prize. Once you were born, I knew we had to move.
In Wickenburg, I switched my name from Ross Henry Tompkins to Henry Ross Thompson. I prospected a few months until I got âlucky.â Then we took the gold weâd had all along and moved to Prescott, claiming henceforth that our money was earned in a strike near Vulture Mine, though we never let on the true sum of our fortune. Not even Abe knows the full story, and heâs a good, honest friend. He let us live in his barn those few months when we pretended to have no money or means to raise a shelter.
Abe might be the only person left I trust in this world, and youâre to stay with him. Heâll be a good father, and he promised me heâd look out for you. Take on his last name and donât look back to Prescott. Donât return to the house. Donât ride after whoever came for me and the journal. Gold makes monsters of men, and theyâll kill you for information, even a letter as simple as this.
Stay with Abe in Wickenburg. No matter how old you are when you read this, stay with Abe.
I love you, and Iâm sorry.
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I stuff the papers back in the envelope.
Stay,
he says.
Stay!
Like he can command me round when heâs dead and every bit of our past is a lie. My fatherâs first name is Ross, not Henry. I ainât even truly a