dark and thereâs no sound apart from faint snores coming from Ilianaâs room. I heat up some leftover pasta in the microwaveâErg leans so far into the bowl while sheâs eating that Iâm amazed she doesnât fall inâthen watch some TV in our bedroom. Iâm chilled and damp from being out for so long and the warmth starts oozing through me, beginning at my stomach and then bobbing up into my head.
The lights were on when I fell asleep, but when I wake up the only light is a dim staticky flicker. Someone is knocking around the bedroom, yanking drawers and dropping things; I know it has to be Stephanie. Chelsea would at least make an effort to be quiet. âOh my God,â she almost shouts, âI canât find anything!â
âYou can turn on the light if you want,â I tell her. âIâm awake.â
âNo, I canât, smartass. You try it!â
Iâm confused. âYou canât? Which one?â
âAny of them!â
My first thought is that there must be a power outage, but the TV still glows and chatters in front of me, its colors ambling from red to blue. I reach for the bedside lamp and twist the knob, once and then again to be sure. Sheâs right, nothing happens. âWhatâs going on?â Through the window I can see the building across the street, its panes a shining yellow grid against the darkness. Stephanie shuffles back and forth, blotting out the distant glow. One curve of her cheek is outlined in faint gray, but thatâs all I can see of her face.
âThe bulbs have burned out,â Stephanie says with ornate exasperation. âDuh, Vass.â
Maybe Iâm still dreaming a little bit because it takes me five heartbeats to realize that thereâs a problem with this. âAll of them? Um, Steph, that doesnât make a lot of sense, does it? Why would they all burn out at the same time?â
âWhy is the sky blue? They obviously did! And we donât have a single spare bulb anywhere!â
Itâs true, I guess, that weâve been using all our lights an awful lot, though this still seems like quite a coincidence. âIn all the rooms? Did you check Ilianaâs room? Because we could borrow a lightbulb from her and buy new ones in the morning.â
âYou think I didnât think of that? Oh, gosh, I just stumbled around the apartment in the dark for an hour, and it never even occurred to me to check my momâs room! Thanks, Vassa!â
Could this be one of Ergâs pranks? Not really; sheâd never make it to the overhead fixtures. âGo to bed, then. Weâll deal with this tomorrow.â
âSo you expect me to just sit here in the dark for ages? Itâs only midnight.â
âWhat do you want me to do about it?â
Sheâs closer to me now, enough that her face shows up like an unstable map in the TV light. Terra incognita, an ocean at the edge of the world. Blues and whites squirm across her features; she wonât look at me.
âWhy donât you go out and buy some? Youâre dressed.â Sheâs wearing pajamas, and sheâs right, I fell asleep in my clothes. But if itâs midnight â¦
âAll the stores will be closed, Steph.â
âThey wonât all be closed.â Her lips pucker as if sheâs fighting a smile. âBYâs is still open. Itâs like five blocks away.â
At first I think sheâs kidding. At first I think she has to be. Her eyes are flickering toward the shadows behind her dresser and waves of gray light go crashing across her cheeks. There be monsters. âYou arenât serious.â
âWhy wouldnât I be? Make yourself useful for once.â Her gaze is shifty, darting, and her mouth twists with what looks like embarrassment.
Where is Chelsea? She wouldnât stand for this.
I still canât quite believe it; Iâm still trying to give her the benefit of the