for a while. Then Iâd see Ashleyâs face and I just couldnât get any sleep. She is so dear and sweet. J.T. dotes on her. You should see them together when she comes down to the station. Such patience, showing her what he does. I just donât understand how someone could takeââ Distress on her face, Susan shook her head. âSorry. I shouldnât go on like that. And certainly J.T. doesnât need to hear me carrying on. Heâs got enough to deal with.â
âI donât see how anyone could ever take a child, but it happens and the parentsâ lives are never the same.â
âEven when the child is found?â
âTheir sense of security is stripped away.â
A thoughtful expression appeared on Susanâs face. âAh, I never considered that.â
The aroma of the brew flavored the air and for a few seconds Madison shut her eyes and relished the smell. âThanks for the coffee. I was about to tape my eyelids open.â
J.T.âs secretary chuckled. âI know the feeling. Itâs been a long night for everyone here.â
âAnd today will be a long day.â Madison rose from the desk she had commandeered from one of the deputies. âHowâs J.T. holding up?â Sheâd been reviewing the neighborsâ statements and had been working on a list of people to interview again while J.T., her boss and Kirk had finalized the search protocol and gone over the case to date.
âI donât know how he keeps going. I would have fallen apart hours ago.â Susan walked to the next desk to hand one of the FBI agents a mug of coffee.
Madison again searched for J.T. in the large room, realizing that periodically throughout the night she had done that very thing. By the time sheâd left last summer they had become friends. She hated seeing a friend going through such pain. She wished she could do more for him.
J.T. moved away from the dry erase board and stopped in front of a table where a map of the region was spread out. He pointed to an area and said something to Matthew. The lead agent nodded, then gestured to another place.
Exhaustion carved deep lines into J.T.âs faceâa face that under normal circumstances had a lot of character. At the moment it just looked plain tired. Even in the middle of the murder investigation last year, J.T.âs gray eyes would sparkle with life and humor. What she saw now was a dull pewter color. A sudden urge to comfort him flooded her. Surprised by the emotion, she turned away and picked up her list to give to Rachel.
âThese are the people I want to interview again, with Mrs. Goldsmith at the top.â
Rachel glanced up. âShe usually gets up early.â
âSo six-thirty wonât be too early then?â
âNope, and knowing Mrs. Goldsmith, she wouldnât mind being awakenedâif she even got any rest.â
âI suspect there are a lot of townspeople who arenât sleeping right now.â
âYeah, J.T. is a good sheriff and friend to many.â Rachel clicked the computer program she was working in shut. âYou arenât going to participate in the search of the lake area?â
âNot until Iâve interviewed all these people. They may remember something they didnât last night.â
âDo you want me to come with you?â
âNo, Iâm sure even with the added volunteers from Central City J.T. could use everyone possible to help in the search. Heâll need you there.â
âFirst, Iâve got to finish up here. Then I plan on being in the thick of things. Iâd do anything for J.T. He believed in me when no one else did.â
âHe did?â
âYeah, Iâd always wanted to be a law enforcement officer, but no one around here thought I would be any good. Too petite, not to mention the fact Iâm a woman.â
âI always wanted to be in law enforcement, too.â
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Andria Large, M.D. Saperstein