him, not because he couldnât handle Killer, but because there was no way to win that sort of fight. Losing wasnât appealing, but beating Echoâs son was risky too. Doing so might mean Alamo wasnât going to be welcome in the club, and he needed the club.
âIâm not going to start anything,â Alamo said.
âGood. That mess in Carolina seem to be following you here?â
Alamo shrugged. âNot so far. It was good of Echo to be willing to take me on.â
âWolves are family,â Killer said, as if that policy was easy. It wasnât, but the simplicity of it was that the club was a lifeline to almost all of them at one point or another. The Southern Wolves had one anotherâs backs.
âIf it looks like it followed, I can move on,â Alamo offered. Protecting the club was a priority, as much as the club protecting the members was.
âNo need.â Killer flashed teeth. âWe got it. Just keep us updated.â
Business concluded, Killer motioned the bartender over again. His intimidating expression faded into a warm flirtatious assessment of the young bartender, who preened under his attention. âMy boy here is new to our chapter. I need you take him out and show him the town tonight, okay?â
âAnything you say, Killer.â She smiled at Killer and then at Alamo. âBest job Iâve been offered.â
Alamo couldnât deny that she was a pretty little slip of a thing, but he was a lot more interested in the beautiful singer heâd met earlier than the sweet girl in front of him. Nonetheless, he saw Killerâs move for what it was and went along with it. He smiled at her and asked, âWhatâs your name, darlinâ?â
Chapter 4
T ELL ME WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY ,â NOAH SAID when I walked out the front door a couple of days later. âI donât know what I said, butââ
âNothing.â I stepped around him.
âBullshit.â He stayed at my side as I walked to my car. âYou ignore my calls. You havenât come by at all . . . So what did I do this time to piss you off?â
âLet it go, Noah.â
âIs it someone else?â Noah stepped in front of me, forcing me to back up or shove him aside. I backed up. I wasnât ready or willing to touch him even casually. I had self-control in most things, but Noah was a bad habit. Resisting him wasnât easy, even now.
âItâs not someone else,â I told him, even as the thought of Alamo flitted through my mind. Alamo wasnât why I left Noah. Iâd not even met him when I walked out on Noah, but I knew that I was noticing Alamo because I was over Noah. There was no way to explain that well, though. Telling him Iâd been thinking of another man wasnât going to do anything good for Noahâs temper.
âSo what then? I donât understand, Ellie.â
Noah didnât often admit to having feelings for me, and I wasnât sure that the ones he had wouldâve ever turned into enough. Tonight, though, they were raw in his expression. Whether he could own it or not, he wanted more than this mess we had between us. Leaving him was good for both of us.
âIâm not angry,â I said. âI promise. Iâm just . . . tired.â
âAre you sick?â
I laughed. I didnât mean to, but he had been my best friend for too long for me to forget the person he was when we werenât whatever weâd been trying to be. He was dense.
âIâm fine,â I said gently. âIâm just not happy.â
âSo . . . you took a break,â he said slowly. âYouâre not mad, but youâre tired and unhappy.â
There was something sweeter in him than I got to see these days, but in that instant I saw it again. He didnât understand. Even now that Iâd explained it, he couldnât follow what I was saying.
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