that first ultrasound revealed Aster was a girl, she was groomed to meet a set of expectations that seemed simple enough: be pretty, be sweet, get good grades, and keep her legs firmly crossed until she married the Perfect Persian Boy of her parentsâ choosing the day after she graduated college, only to start producing Perfect Persian Babies a respectable ten months later.
While Aster had nothing against marriage and babies, she was committed to delaying those dream stallers for as long as she could. And now that her big break had arrived,she was determined to dive in headfirst.
âThis isnât about the commercial.â
Aster blinked, clutched the phone tighter, sure sheâd misheard.
âThey decided to go another way.â
Asterâs mind raced back to that day. Hadnât she convinced the director that completely foul cereal was the best-tasting thing sheâd ever put in her mouth?
âTheyâre going ethnic.â
âBut Iâm ethnic!â
âA different ethnic. Aster, listen, Iâm sorry, but these things happen.â
âDo they? Or do they just happen to me? Iâm either too ethnic, or the wrong ethnic, orâremember that time they said I was too pretty? As if there was such a thing.â
âThere will be plenty of auditions,â he said. âRemember what I told you about Sugar Mills?â
Aster rolled her eyes. Sugar Mills was her agentâs most successful client. A no-talent pseudo celebrity discovered on Instagram thanks to the staggering number of people with nothing better to do than follow the daily adventures of Sugarâs Photoshopped body parts. Because of it, sheâd snagged some high-profile commercial eating a big sloppy burger while wearing a tiny bikini, which inexplicably led to a role in an upcoming movie playing some old guyâs wildly inappropriate much younger girlfriend. Just thinking aboutit made Aster simultaneously sick and insanely jealous.
âI assume youâve heard of Ira Redman?â Jerry said, breaking the silence.
Aster frowned and lowered herself back into the water, until the bubbles rose up to her shoulders. âWho hasnât?â she snapped, feeling more than a little annoyed at a system that celebrated girls like Sugar Mills and wouldnât give Aster a chance, even though she was a much classier act. âBut unless Iraâs decided to get in on the movie bizââ
âIra isnât making movies. Or at least not yet.â Jerry spoke like he knew Ira personally, when Aster was willing to bet that he didnât. âThough he is running a contest for club promoters.â
She closed her eyes. This was bad. Very bad. She braced herself for whatever came next.
âIf you make the cut, youâll spend the summer promoting one of Iraâs clubs. Which, as you probably know, are frequented by some of Hollywoodâs biggest players. The exposure will be great, and thereâs money in it for the winner.â He paused, allowing the words to sink in, while Aster fought to keep her disappointment in check.
She climbed out of the Jacuzzi. The heat of the water combined with the heat of her humiliation was unbearable. Preferring to finish the call barefoot, wet, and shivering, she said, âIt sounds shady. And sleazy. And low class. And desperate. And just overall beneath me.â
She gazed toward her houseâan over-the-top, sprawling Mediterranean-style monument to her familyâs wealth with its tennis courts, covered loggias, big cherub-adorned fountains, and rolling manicured lawns. Wealth that would one day be hers and her brother Javenâs, provided they followed her parentsâ strict and uninspiring plans for their lives.
She was tired of the way they tried to leverage her inheritance. Tired of the emotional turmoil they caused by insisting she choose between pleasing them and living her dreams. Well, screw it. She was done pretending. She
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