He turned to me and his eyes pierced me. âTime to go to sleep, baby. Bulls-eye marks the spot.â
The front door of Fletcherâs foster home opened. A large-framed woman wearing denim jeans and a white tunic
trimmed in red walked out, holding a toddler in her arms. âFletcher? Is that you?â she called.
Fletcher bowed his head and picked at my passenger seat. He made a strange grunting sound like a pig sourcing out food. The woman approached the car and I got out. Here was the âsaintâ Iâd heard about from the principal. She had a cherubic face, blond hair cut to precision around her cheeks, and she wore a splash of soft blue eye shadow that accentuated her hazel eyes. A dainty gold cross adorned the outside of her white tunic and a simple gold wedding band graced her chubby ring finger. The toddler in her arms obviously suffered from Down syndrome.
âThe school called and told me youâd be bringing Fletcher home,â she said, smiling. âYouâre sweet to do that! Thank you!â
Nobody has ever called me âsweet.â Ever .
âIâm Christy! Weâre just about to sit down to some milk and cookies! Want to join us?â
Nobody has ever invited me in for milk and cookies. Ever .
I looked inside the car and saw Fletcher rocking back and forth. While I wasnât certain, Iâd heard that might be a sign of a child reliving trauma. I didnât want to leave the kid like that, so I accepted the cheerful broadâs invitation. Besides, my curiosity was piqued. I wanted inside that house.
The mêlée that erupted there was jarring. A long table was set up in the large living room, and it was covered with a heavy plastic cloth that had been permanently stapled to the table. Ten children, ranging in age from around three to twelve years, sat at the table. Well, I say âsat,â but I really mean hovered. Nobody was seated. Some were lying halfway on the table, some were under the table and one was on top of the table. Christy introduced me to her two
âangelsâ â teenage girls from her church who were in training to work with special-needs children. âThey were sent from heaven!â Christy gushed. The two pasty-faced girls, who had only been with Christy for about a month, were earning credits toward their college degrees by volunteering and assisting with the children. Boy, that Christy really was a saint. She wasnât just helping out the eleven special-needs kids; she was also giving the gift of hands-on education to these innocent high school girls. When I told her she must have a busy schedule, she shook her head. âIâm just doing our Lordâs work,â she said earnestly. âHe spoke to me several years ago and told me that I was to be his beacon of light in the darkness of these poor childrenâs lives. And when the Lord speaks to me, I have no choice but to follow His word.â
I wondered if the Lord also told her to wrap her table in that hideous plastic cover, but I held back. The noise in the place was starting to grate on my last good nerve. I could feel the urge for a cigarette rearing up, so I knew I had to make this visit a short one. Christy handed off the Down syndrome child to one of the helpers and told the kids, including Fletcher, to take a seat at the table and be quiet. That took another ten minutes because one of the toddlers blew lunch on the carpet. Once they were all settled, they were instructed to hold hands and Christy led a prayer over the milk and cookies. She didnât realize it, but I was saying my own prayer simultaneously. It went something like, âDear God, get me the fuck out of this hellhole.â I no sooner said, âAmen,â than Fletcher let out a loud guffaw and looked up at me, winking his good eye. That simple reaction reminded me why I was there.
I asked Christy if I could use the restroom as a ruse to check out the joint. Since the milk