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she told herself with mordant humour.
    Walking along, her head bent, she didn't see the figure approaching until she found herself in a mini-collision.
    She said, 'I'm so sorry…' and broke off as a female voice exclaimed delightedly, 'Alix—Alix Coulter! How marvellous! Don't you remember me?'
    Alix looked into the smiling face of Gemma Allan, an old school friend.
    'Gemma—you're the last person I expected to see.'
    'I can't think why. Didn't your mother tell you that Dave and I had bought the house on the corner? Didn't she give you my message?'
    Alix shook her head bewilderedly. 'She must have forgotten. And of course I've been away—abroad.'
    'That I can see.' Gemma whistled appreciately. 'Is that an all-over tan, may one enquire? I'm brown too, of course, but with me it's rust.'
    'Oh, Gemma!' To her horror, Alix heard her voice become choky. 'It's so great to see you.' To see a friendly face, she almost said.
    'Hey,' Gemma took her arm, peering at her with concern, 'what's the matter? You're upset—what is It? Your mother?'
    'Not really,' Alix shook her head, fighting back her tears. 'Oh, God, this is awful. I can't stand in the middle of the road bawling like a baby.'
    'Then come and bawl in our house,' Gemma said soothingly. 'Dave won't be home for at least another hour.'
    By the time they were settled in Gemma's small sitting room, Alix had managed to regain control of herself.
    'I'm sorry to have behaved like an idiot,' she began.
    'Think nothing of it,' Gemma said largely. 'Don't forget I'm used to it, having been at school with you. What's troubling you? You haven't had the sack from the dream job of yours?'
    Alix smiled drearily. 'No, but I sometimes wonder whether I did the right thing in taking it in the first place.'
    Gemma stared at her. 'Well, it has to be better than a lifetime of 'Now this conveyance witnesseth as follows',' she said drily. 'Is it man trouble?'
    'It is a man, and he is trouble, but not in the way that you mean,' Alix said ruefully. 'Look, the simplest thing is if I give you a quick run-down on 'My Day so Far'.'
    Gemma sat and listened attentively, her sole comment being, 'Little bitch,' when Alix described Debbie's reaction to her offer of a honeymoon.
    'She must be very unhappy,' Alix said slowly.
    'She must be very jealous,' Gemma retorted.
    'But she had no reason to be jealous of me,' Alix protested. 'She's always done exactly what she wanted, and now she's going to be married.'
    Gemma looked at her pityingly. 'Look, love, Debbie would envy a dead man his coffin. Haven't you seen through her yet? She's probably as mad as fire that she wasn't offered your job.'
    'But she couldn't have been. She hadn't even left school…'
    'That's the reasonable point of view. Debbie wouldn't see it like that. She would see it as you getting a chance she'd been denied. Being married is the only other option open to her. I hope, for her fiancé's sake, that it works. Now, about this other business, why do you suppose Bianca doesn't want her biography written?'
    Alix sighed. 'I wish I knew. She was all for the idea originally, when she thought someone was going to ghost it for her.'
    'In other words a self-portrait by her greatest fan,' Gemma's voice was dry. 'Well, Liam Brant is no one's fan, so I suppose she can be allowed her misgivings.'
    'Do you know him?' Alix stared at her.
    'No, but I've read some of his books. Dave bought me the Kristen Wallace biog for my birthday, and what an eye-opener that was. Since then I've been borrowing his other stuff from the library.'
    'Have you got any of them now?'
    'I've one—an early one about Clive Percy, the conductor. He doesn't pull his punches, but he really gets inside the people he writes about. He makes you feel you know them.'
    'Or at least you know what he wants you to know about them,' Alix said with some asperity. 'You can't really say he's objective.'
    Gemma shrugged. 'Well, we won't argue about it. Have you read any of them?' And when Alix shook