disgustingly doting. The headline read, âGetting to the God Part.â It was amazingâher sister had turned a small neighborhood election into front-page news just talking about God.
âAnd she has the nerve to criticize me?â
Starlight tossed the paper aside. She gazed around the room. This was the only space that looked as if sheâd lived in the Santa Monica penthouse for more than two days. In her head, she calculated the cost of her designer furniture and antiques. From the Queen Anneâstyled bed to the custom-made chairs, she could have easily spent over thirty thousand dollars in this room alone, though she didnât know since a decorator had chosen everything.
She leaned back and molded one of the purple satin pillows to fit under her neck. She now lay in the lap of opulence, but there was no one who would have bet a nickel on her a few years ago when she worked as a beautician, or when she sold insurance, or when she took classes to become a masseuse. She had taken every sales position available, hawking everything from Amway to Avon.
But ten years after her high school graduation, she still hadnât found her wayâuntil she met Nathan Carr. She had been sitting in the dentistâs office, staring at the Victoriaâs Secret ad in Cosmopolitan . She shook her head, marveling at how women could spend fifty dollars on a bra when she didnât even have four dollars to buy another small tube of Orajel. She certainly didnât have the money to pay for this dentist visit, but her gums ached so much that she was willing to write another bad check.
âMust be a good article.â She hadnât noticed the gentleman who sat next to her. She looked up, forced a smile, then turned her attention back to the magazine.
âI didnât mean to disturb you,â he apologized.
She sighed. âIâm sorry. Iâm just not in a good frame of mind.â
âReally?â He smiled. âThatâs my specialty.â
She frowned.
âI help people frame their minds.â
She wasnât sure what made her put down the magazine. âHow do you do that?â
He pulled a card from his jacket. She read the words on the white linen paper: Dr. Nathan Carr, Carr Enterprises, Inspirational Speaker-Author.
âMaybe youâve heard of me,â he said, drawing her attention back.
She shook her head. âWhat do you do specifically?â
âI help people find their lifeâs calling,â he said through his permanent smile.
He sounded like her pastor, who preached about being called in life. âHow do you do that?â
âI teach how to tap into your inner being. To find that power inside so that you can go places you never dreamed.â
She had chuckled. âI donât know, Dr. Carr. Iâve had so many living nightmares, Iâm afraid to dream.â
âReally? What do you do?â
She grimaced. âIâm in between jobs.â
âAh ⦠actually, youâre just between successes.â
She laughed.
âSee, it all depends on how you frame thoughts in your mind.â
âSo thatâs why my thoughts are going every which way.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âRight now, I canât even afford a frame.â
This time, Dr. Carr laughed. âWell, that might change. Whatâs your name?â
She took his outstretched hand. âMabel Morgan.â
Their conversation continued until she was called in for her appointment. She waited another hour for Dr. Carr to come out of his. She agreed to walk with him around the corner to Dennyâs, where he treated her to a chicken-fried steak lunch. Then she followed him in her car to Zahraâs Books âN Things, where he impressed her with their collection of his books.
âThis was my first book,â he said, handing her a thin paperbackâ Honor Thyself. âAnd this is my latest.â This time, it was a two