money that made her love this life. She couldnât walk down the street without someone calling out to her, requesting an autograph, or begging to say hello. And she lived for the times when she pulled out her credit card. People fawned when they saw her name. Starlight. There was no last name. One day sheâd be as famous as those other single monikers: Oprah, Rosie, Whoopi.
Carletta returned with the coffee pot. âDo you want anything else?â Her accent made her words sound more Spanish than English.
Starlight motioned to Lexington. When he shook his head, she said, âThat will be all.â
Carletta bowed, then rushed to the couch, picked up the towels, and vanished into the hallway.
âI hope she works out,â Starlight said. âI hate that I lost Maria.â
Lexington said, âSheâll be fine. Just a little nervous. She knows she landed the best job in the housekeeping industry. But why do you have her in a uniform?â He laughed as if heâd told a joke
She ignored his question and poured coffee into her cup.
He glanced at his watch. âNeed to set a time for a run-through. Gotta practice for tonight.â
Starlight closed her eyes. There wasnât a number high enough for the times sheâd spoken in the last year. From womenâs organizations to community centers to corporations across the country and internationally. Sheâd even appeared on Good Morning America and Dateline. Sheâd been everywhereâexcept a church.
But tonight, sheâd be speaking at Greater Faith Chapel, one of the cityâs super-churches. The main sanctuary held eighty-five hundred, and yesterday Lexington told her that the tickets were sold out. Now they were selling seats for the overflow section.
Iâm speaking at a church, she thought to herself. Grace should accept me now. She opened her eyes. âI donât need practice. I want to relax. Maybe Iâll go out to lunch.â
Lexington leaned back in his chair and clasped his hands behind his head. âWhatâs bothering you? Tell me.â
She stared at him. He was her confidantâor so he thought. He believed they shared everything. Thatâs what she wanted him to think. She said, âThereâs nothing to tell.â
âDoesnât make sense,â he said.
She cringed. Sometimes his fragmented style annoyed her.
Lexington continued, âShould be ecstatic today.â He covered her hand with his and stroked her fingers. âThis is our first church,â he whispered. âIf we do this right, all kinds of doors will open for us.â
She slid her hand away. Our, we, us? âI just want to relax,â she repeated. She stood, piling all the newspapers into her arms even though sheâd read every article. âMeet me back here at six.â
He blinked. âI ⦠thought Iâd hang out with you.â
âNo need.â
âI could help you ⦠release some of your tension.â
Starlight knew Lexingtonâs smile was meant to be seductive. Instead, he was a twenty-eight year old, wearing an eighty-two-year old manâs leer. For an instant, she thought she might lose her breakfast. âYou should leave.â
He sat up straighter, his smile gone. âWhere should I go?â
She raised her eyebrows, daring him to ask the question again. âDo you remember where you live?â She left him at the table and rushed to her bedroom.
Sitting in the middle of her king-sized bed, she heard Lexington and Carletta exchange mumbles before the front door opened, then closed. Starlight sank back into the eight down-filled pillows. She didnât have any reason to be mad at Lexington. He was the closest person in her life. Maybe that was the problem.
She picked up the Los Angeles Times and looked at the picture of Grace waving to reporters after she stepped from the voting booth. Conner was by her side, as he always was, smiling, looking