Pop Rocks and how, when youâd crunch down on them, it sounded like all your teeth were breaking.
âMy turn to ask the questions,â said Silas, polishing his apple on his shirt. âTell me what you like to do.â
âI read a lot,â I said, my feet dragging in the sand beneath them as I bit into my appleâGala, sweet.
âI knew it. Like what?â Silas grinned as he took a bite of his own.
âKind of everything. Contemporary, historical, fantasy, sci-fi.â
âNice. Have you read C. S. Lewisâs space trilogy?â
âLike a million times,â I said.
Silasâs eyes grew wide with childlike excitement. âIâm making Laurel read it this summer!â he said, waving around the hand that held his apple. âHe has total command of language. Gosh, such great alliteration. Thereâs this part with all these k sounds . . . stops you like a king in the road.â
I smiled at him, a little skeptically.
âWhat?â he asked, eyes wide and beatific, and I burst out laughing.
âIâve just never heard anyone talk affectionately about plosives.â
Another grin from him. That same walloping one that made me stagger. It was wide and warm and in his eyes as much as on his lips. It was playful and had just the smallest hint of mischief. The gulf between this boy and the one whoâd been so cold the day before spread wider, confusing me.
âSo, you read,â he said. âWhat else?â
âI also have this weird penchant for Australian authors.â
âNo, I mean, what else do you like to do? â
Oh. That.
âMmm, I donât know,â I said, munching on my apple, trying to appear thoughtfulâbut really, frantically searching for a response. I hated questions like this; while they gave definition to other people, they reminded me that my outline was fuzzy and gray. What did I like to do? I didnât play sports or music, didnât follow fashion, had no crazy obsessions, wasnât extreme in any way. Around town I was known as âPastor Beckâs daughterâ or âElliot Thomasâs girlfriend.â Stories were my one real love, and Silas had just asked what else I did besides read.
I stretched to fill in my own embarrassing blanks: âUm, I listen to the radio. Avoid thinking about college. Con people into telling me their secrets.â
âHow do you do that?â
âWith my long eyelashes,â I said, batting them at him. âNow spill your guts.â
He laughed, then looked at me through narrowed eyes. âYou know, youâre all right.â
âIâm so glad I have your approval,â I said, half annoyed that he was allowed to issue this verdict and half grateful it wasâsort ofâpositive. âDaily validation, check! So, what about you?â
âOh, I write,â he said, tossing his apple core toward a garbage bin about fifteen feet away. It went in easily. âYesssss.â
âEpic adventures of danger and daring?â I teased, glad toredirect the focus onto him as I opened the bag of almonds. He let me shake some into his open palm.
âNah, Iâm no good.â
The humility shocked me.
âIâm a seventeen-year-old poet; what do you expect? My poems are shit.â
âFavorite poet?â I asked.
âBilly Collins,â he said. âThough when I read his stuff, I want to light myself on fire.â
âI guess I should be happy I stand on the reader side of literature,â I said, savoring the sugary crunch in my mouth. âThe writer side sounds like masochism.â
He looked at me, eyes wide in understanding. âAbsolutely. Why do you avoid thinking about college?â
âI guess I donât know what to do with my life,â I said. Then, before he could ask any more questions, I held up the bag of nuts. âActually, I just had an epiphany. I think Iâm gonna major in
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