people whoâd seen her coming in from outside?
But once again heâd lost his way; heâd have to retrace his steps. Finally he got back to the hotel, where for once the clinking sound of cutlery wasnât accompanied by the usual noontime murmurs of conversation. They all looked up at him. Noticing that Adèle wasnât there, he went and sat down at his table.
The boy was a new one, very young. Someone tugged Timarâs sleeve. Turning around, he saw it was one of the loggers, the biggest one, who had the head and profile of a butcher.
âItâs all over.â
âWhat?â
A nod toward the ceiling.
âHe kicked it. By the way, what did he say to you?â
Everything was happening too fast, especially in this stupefying noon heat. Timar couldnât get his thoughts straight. He knew he looked ridiculous asking, âWho?â
âThe chief of police! He summoned you first because he figured itâd be easier to grill a newcomer. This afternoon or tomorrow, itâs going to be our turn.â
No one stopped eating, but all eyes were fixed on Timar. He didnât know what to say. He was upset by the thought of the dead man up thereâAdèle must be watching over himâand by the stories the police chief had told him.
âDid you get the feeling that he knows anything?â
âI couldnât say. I swore Iâd seen nothing.â
âThatâs good.â
Obviously heâd just earned some points. Now they looked friendlier. But did they know he knew something? Did they know, too?
Timar blushed and ate some sausage. He was surprised to hear himself ask, âDid he suffer much?â
Then he realized he shouldnât have asked that question; the suffering must have been terrible.
âThe worst thing about it is that it happened right after that hanging business,â the one-eyed logger said.
So they were thinking about that, too! Everybody was! Everyone, in other words, was involved, and they were curious and suspicious about Timar because he wasnât.
Footsteps sounded in the room overhead. A door opened and closed. Someone was coming down the stairs.
It was Adèle Renaud. The café was absolutely silent as she walked to the counter and picked up the phone receiver.
She was unchanged, her breasts showing as clearly as ever beneath the silk of her dress. It was childish for him to notice that, but it was what bothered Timar mostâas if grief meant wearing a bra.
âHello? Yes, two-five. Hello? Is Oscar there? Yes, itâs me. As soon as he comes in, tell him itâs over; he should bring everything he needs. The doctor doesnât want us to keep the body any later than noon tomorrow. No! Thanks, thatâll do very well.â
After she hung up she stayed where she was for a long time, elbows on the bar, chin on her fists, staring straight ahead. Then, barely turning her head, she spoke to the boy: âWell, why havenât you cleared the table in back yet?â
She opened a drawer and shut it again. She was about to get up and leave, but then she changed her mind. She went back to her earlier pose, her chin on her clenched hands. A voice from the loggersâ table asked, âWill he be buried tomorrow?â
âYes. The doctor says it wouldnât be wise to wait longer.â
âIf you need help â¦â
âThanksâeverythingâs taken care of. Theyâre coming with the coffin soon.â
She was looking at Timar. He could feel it. He didnât dare raise his eyes.
âDid you see the police chief, Mr. Timar? Was he very unfriendly?â
âNo ⦠Iâhe knows my uncle, whoâs a counselor general, and heââ
He fell silent. Once again he felt himself surrounded by their mocking curiosity, now tinged with a bit of respect, and it unnerved him. And just then he saw it: the soft smile quickly crossing Adèleâs sinuous lips.
âI had to
Janwillem van de Wetering