mistakes. I’m saying if you get through this situation clean, it could help Marie. And it could change some minds, give you a position in this Family you can’t buy at any other price. For God’s sake, use your head with Marie. She’s smart, she’s manipulative as hell, she’ll tell you things and sound like she means them. Above all else, get that temper of yours well in hand. I can’t control what everybody on this ship is going to say or do in the next few days. That’s not important. Getting this cargo offloaded and ourselves out of this port with all hands aboard—is. Don’t embarrass Marie. Let’s get her out of here with a little vindication, if we can do that, and hope to hell we don’t cross Bowe’s path for another twenty of our years.”
Mischa Hawkins gave good advice when he gave it. Didn’t do much for him, the son of a bitch, but what did Mischa Hawkins actually owe him?
“I’ll do my best,” he said. “I’ll do everything I humanly can.”
Mischa stared at him a moment, estimating the quality of the promise, or him, maybe. Finally Mischa nodded.
“Good,” Mischa said, pushed the desk button that opened the door, and let him out.
Do something to clean up his reputation. What in hell had he done?
God!
He didn’t punch the wall. Didn’t even punch the nearest cousin, who passed him in the corridor, with a cheery, “Well, what’s the matter with you , Tommy-lad?”
He went downside to the deserted gym, dialed up the resistance on the lift machine, and worked at it until he was out of breath, out of brain, and draped completely limp onto the bar.
Things had been going all right until that blip showed up on the display.
Marie had been all right, he’d been all right, he’d gotten his certificate, grown up like the rest of Sprite’s brat kids, passed the point of teenage brawls, gotten his life in order…
Go rescue Marie from blowing Austin Bowe’s brains out? On some days he’d as soon wish her luck and hope they got each other. He didn’t want to meet his biological father. There were days of his life he wanted nothing more than to space Marie.
There were whole hours of his life he knew he loved her, no matter what she did or how crazy she was, because Marie was, dammit, his mother—not much of one, but he was never going to get another one, and he always felt—he didn’t know how—that somehow if he could grow smarter or act better, he could eventually fix what was wrong.
Take-hold rang. He went to the back wall of the gym and stood there while the passenger ring went inertial and the bulkhead slowly became the deck. They were headed in.
One could walk about the walls during gentle braking, if one had somewhere urgent to be and a good idea how long the burn was going to last. Easier just to shut the eyes and lie on the bulkhead and let the plus-g push straighten out a tired, temper-abused back.
Fool to go at the weights in a fit of temper. Only hurting yourself, aunt Lydia would say. He was. But that was, Marie’s own claim, at least his choice, nobody else’s.
—iii—
PROGRAM CAME UP, PROGRAM RAN, categorizing and digesting the informational wavefront from the station, and Marie made a steeple of her fingers, watching the initial output.
She regretted the dust-up on the bridge, but, damn it, Mischa had known he was pushing. Mischa deserved everything he got.
Crazy, Mischa called her, in private and behind her back.
And so, so considerate of Mischa to spare her feelings… in public, and all.
Viking was at mainday at the moment, halfway into it, the same as Sprite’s ship-time. But Corinthian was an alterday ship. Corinthian ran on that shift. Her principal officers awake during that shift: that meant the juniors were on duty right now.
That suited her.
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