but they made me dangerously sick.
By the time we got home, I had forgotten about Derek. Chad was the only man in my head. We decided not to try and continue what was started because one of our parents could catch us.
I couldn’t let go of how much I yearned for him, even as I got in my bed. I looked out my window and could see Chad undressing in his room. As his T-shirt went up, I admired his tight abs. He flexed his biceps after throwing the shirt in a hamper across the room and I sighed, wanting to feel his arms. Then I smiled at his legs as his jeans went down.
I wondered if he watched me too. I rarely changed in view of the window, but he had to be able to see me sometimes. Chad did it all the time. I expected Chad to get in bed, but he didn’t.
I held my breath when his boxers came off. He obviously still wanted me. Wow, his cock was even bigger than I thought it would be. I bit my lip as he lay on his bed and started to masturbate. Watching his hand slide up and down that long shaft, turned me on so much more than I thought it would.
I wished I could go over there and help him with it. Then I started to imagine what it would be like if we had gone all the way that night. I wondered what a cock that size would feel like. I hoped he could live up to my fantasies. Would he make me scream out his name, like in my dreams?
Then I looked back at Chad and sighed. I was able to just catch him ejaculating. I liked seeing his semen flow out of him. The look on his face as he came made me close me eyes with need. I had to find a way to let go of the fear I had of losing our friendship so I could sleep with him already.
CHAPTER FOUR
Chad and I went to a pool hall one night in July. He had taught me how to play. No matter what we did together, we had fun, but pool seemed to be something special for us.
School had ended almost two months before. We had all gotten jobs and moved out of our parents’ homes by then. Giovanni was a motorcycle mechanic, and I was working as a waitress.
Chad had gotten a job as a computer programmer at a small firm. He also maintained all their hardware. He was on call 24 hours a day. I didn’t agree with his decision, but he felt it was worth the big paycheck he got every two weeks.
“Baby, how did you get tonight off from work?” Chad asked as he chalked the pool cue.
I looked over at him. “We were supposed to play at Charlie’s, remember?” Charlie’s was a local pub within walking distance of the house he had bought.
“Oh, yeah, but that was cancelled Thursday. Why didn’t you let your boss know?”
I sighed. I couldn’t tell him I just wanted to be with him. “They had already replaced me.”
“I just got a text from the place we played last night,” he said as he looked at his phone. “They want us to come back next month, but only if you hang out by the bar again. You attracted a lot of attention last night.”
I got attention at every gig we booked. My short skirts and low cut tops helped that along. Guys loved looking down my blouse and since I was short, that was easy. Chad and Giovanni did not like it, though.
“Shit!” Chad exclaimed.
I looked up at him again as I finished sinking the seven ball. He was reading something on his phone. “Please tell me you don’t have to go in again.”
“Maybe,” he answered.
I looked at the table and saw that my next shot was blocked by one of Chad’s balls. I didn’t know how to make the cue ball jump, yet. Chad suddenly got behind me and put his hands over mine. He had leaned down so much his hips were against my bottom.
“Hey, what are you doing?” I asked him, with a small smile.
He whispered in my ear, “You liked it when I was teaching you this way, months ago.”
“I know how to play now,” I replied.
I really enjoyed when he touched me like that. It was similar to when we danced, feeling his hard dick against me made me want him. I still had not been able to let myself go enough to sleep with him,