plates and cupsâartifacts, he said, to take home and photograph. He was particularly pleased to come across the skulls and bones of several small animalsâfoxes, raccoons, squirrels, he guessed, that had sheltered and died there.
The little bones were too much for Erica. She retreated to a low stone wall on the edge of the woods and sat in the sun, her head close to her dollâs head, having one of her imaginary conversations.
I didnât like the bones any more than my sister did. I didnât like the moldy smell or the damp cold either. In fact, I didnât like anything about the cabin, and I wished Dad would finish taking pictures and get out of there.
âIâm going outside,â I told him, âto keep Erica company.â
âOkay. Iâll be done in here soon, just a few more minutes.â With his back turned, he busied himself poking around in a broken-down cupboard, going through things that once belonged to a long-gone stranger.
I sat beside Erica on the wall, glad for the sun on my back and the smell of autumn leaves.
âI want to go home,â she said.
âMe, too.â
âI wish his camera battery would die.â
âYeah. How many pictures can he take, anyway? Thereâs nothing in there but trash and broken stuff.â
âAnd bones.â Erica swung her legs harder, banging her heels. âI donât like bones.â
While she smoothed Little Ericaâs hair, I watched a fuzzy brown caterpillar crawl slowly over the stones. He had a wide black stripe across his back, and I tried to remember if that meant a cold winter was coming.
The longer I sat on the wall, the more I noticed rustling noises in the woods behind us. An animal, I told myself, moving around in the fallen leaves and underbrush. I turned and peered into the trees, but saw nothing. My neck itched. Someone was there. Maybe Brody and his friends had followed us.
Erica moved closer to me. âDo you hear it now?â she asked.
âHear what?â
âThe whispering.â She dropped her voice so low I could barely hear her. âAir-ric-cah, Air-ric-cahâitâs calling me. Who is it? What does it want?â
Despite the sun, I felt as if a shadow had passed over us. Even though I couldnât hear the whisper, I sensed that something was behind us in the woods, hidden, watching us. If I told Erica that, sheâd be even more scared, so I said, âNothingâs calling you, Erica. Youâre imagining it.â
âYou must be deaf.â Erica turned away from me and hugged the doll.
At last Dad came out of the cabin. Erica and I waited silently while he prowled around, taking pictures of anything and everything that stayed still long enoughâglassless windows, splintered boards, the dark doorway, the chimney, tall weeds, tangles of thorns. He even lined up the things heâd found inside and took pictures of them arranged like still lifes on the wall. A little skull, a cracked plate, a few dead leaves, gloomy stuff.
Finally Dad said, âCome on, letâs go.â Youâd think Erica and I, not him, were the ones whoâd wanted to stay. He waved at his collection of junk. âWeâll come back later with a bag and get this stuff.â
Frankly, I hoped Dad would forget about coming back. I didnât want those things in our house. Theyâd belonged to someone once. Someone most likely dead by now. The past clung to them like a stain you couldnât wash away.
We headed down the trail toward home, with Erica and me just ahead of Dad. We went slowly, cautiously, watching our step on the steep trail. Sometimes itâs harder to go down a hill than to climb it.
Dinner did not go well that night. Mom was upset about her job. Receptionist, ha. A glorified typist, thatâs all she was. Her boss was stupid and bigoted. He treated her like a servantâdo this, do that, fix the coffee, go to Piggly Wiggly, pick up