issue. They know Billy is on SGA, so I would have thought it was an event they would boycott in support of Brynn.
But as we started to wrap gifts, I started to get paranoid that they came
because of
Brynn. I couldnât help but wonder if sheâd sent them as spies. They were both watching Billy the whole time. He and Sophie stood side by side wrapping presents, eating cookies, and laughing, and Emilyâs and Vanessaâs eyes were glued to them.
Billyâs always a comic, but today when he told a joke, his friend Jake Willensky said, âDude, thatâs the dumbest joke,â and a couple of kids actually booed and gave it a thumbs-down sign. No one thought it was funnyâexcept Sophie. She actually put her head back and laughed out loud like she thought it was hilarious.
I hadnât meant to, but when she started laughing, I looked in Vanessa and Emilyâs direction. It was pretty obvious they had taken note of Sophieâs reaction, because when I looked at them, they were both looking at me. Vanessa rolled her eyes, and Emily shook her head. Neither of them said anything to me, but they didnât have to.
I knew exactly what they were thinking.
9:02 p.m.
Looking for answers
I was sitting on my bed thinking about everything thatâs happened lately with Brynn and Billy and Sophie and Leo and even the girls on the dance team, and my brain filled up with questions.
Are Billy and Sophie going to end up together? How will Brynn react? Whatâs going to happen with the girls on the dance team? Is Brynn going to try to turn them all against me? Will it work? And what about Leo? Do I like him as more than a friend? Does he think about me that way? Whatâs going to happen when he goes to college?
Those were just some of the questions bouncing around in my brain when May came into my room and wanted me to help her with her math homework.
âItâs Friday night,â I reminded her. âYou have until Monday morning.â
âI know,â said May. âBut I have a soccer tournament all weekend.â She put her book down in front of me. âPlease, April. Iâm really confused. I could use some help.â
I groaned. I wasnât in the mood to do math. âYou know, the answers are in the back of the book,â I said.
May shook her head. âJust the odd ones. What do I do about the other problems?â
âThatâs hard,â I said. But I wasnât just talking about math. Itâs life in general. Friends. Boys. Relationships. There are always lots of questions.
But not nearly enough answers.
If we did all the things we are capable of, we would literally astound ourselves.
âThomas Edison
Saturday, December 13, 3:30 p.m.
Annoyed
Today Mom had to be at her store all day, and Dad took May to her soccer tournament, which meant I was stuck at home babysitting June. It shouldnât have been a big deal. The plan was that she would read while I studied for my Bio test. But June had other plans in mind. âWe should bake Christmas cookies,â she said.
I donât love to bake, but itâs better than studying Bio. âSure,â I said.
So June and I congregated in the kitchen, and she read the recipe while I got out the ingredients and started mixing things together. We stirred red and green M&Ms into the dough, and I had just put the tray in the oven when my phone rang. It was Leo.
âI have to get this,â I told June.
âWhat about the cookies?â She looked alarmed.
âDonât worry,â I mouthed to her after Iâd said hello to Leo. I walked to my room and shut my door. I hadnât spoken to Leo since Tuesday when Iâd told him about the drama in dance and heâd said he wasnât good with girl talk. It wasnât our best talk, and I wanted this one to be better. âWhatâs up?â I asked in a cheerful voice.
âI spent the morning slicing five pounds of ham, six