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sweet corns. Start at 5, take 2-3 hours."
    Carl used to say to Ana.
    "If your nerves are too worn out,
do not touch anything, do not meed anybody, do not talk, do not
eat, just do nothing."
    Ana thought
    'What's wrong with me? I do
things. I cannot sit still. I had better start some meditation or
yoga kind of stuff. My nerves are everywhere. If I don't use it, I
will get clinically depresseed.'
    She remembered his cool and very
well composed, cold and hansome face. She used to watch him when he
did that doing nothing pose. Very handsome. Even you cut his face,
he will not drop a tint of blood. He was somewhere else. Very far.
He was not there.
    'I should have been diagnosed as
HAID? Or what was it? Fidgeting all the time... Hyperactive
something... I already have slight autism, dyslexia and serious
manic. Obessesive Compulsive Disorder, of course. Multiple
Character Disorder? Possible. Whatelse? Hypocondriac. Time to time,
ME. I am still fuctioning. I am not a bad person. I do not harm
other people. Why am I so disturbed whenever I think of Carl? He
always made me nervous.'
    "Wrap it up."
    "Peter the Buddhist contacted me.
I will see him Friday morning at 8:00."
    'I do not want American friends.
They are killing people. They are hurting people. I do not want
them. They cannot be my friends.'
    This is what your children and
your grandchildren will hear.
    "Anybody, who goes down under my
volume 1.00 sell line, is dead tomorrow."
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    "Turn on the unicode."
    'I can see a few dead bodies. The
wave is strong enough. Verbindung. This will be the record of my
last month on earth.'
    "Are you making purple candies
here, darling?"
    "John, too many inbetweeners.
Jammed by the flow of human traffic. * * ::"
    "Just try 10 min. You know red
jelly beans make me deadly sleepy."
    Ana thought,
    'Who said that optimisim is the
foundation of courage. The opposite. Courage make you optimistic.
Courage is the mind of ploughing a wild, rough field on and on
until you can see some proper field to put seeds in. So who said
that? It sounds like that American philosopher James something.
Pragmatic? You are in a deep trouble.'
    Ana took a nap and had a dream.
She got shocked by the dream, so she wrote it down.
    'When I opened the last door, I
saw a red monster. It got into my body. It looked like a fire
dragon. Fierce. Trying to penetrate every part of my body. So
painful. It tried to go out of my body. But my body was so blocked.
We both suffered.'
    She did not know whether the red
monster is still in her body or not. It was a dream. She
dream-talked to the monster, 'Ok. If you are as blind as me, let's
live together. But time to time, you have to come out to fight for
me, otherwise I will starve. That will starve you to dearth too.'
That's how she kept 14 dragons in her body. All mixed up with
childhood dreams.
    'Carl, Carl, I have dragons.' She
was four.
    'How many?'
    'Tree.' She
remembered her three fingers.
    'Don't tell anybody.'
    'Why?'
    'They will put you in a
hospital.'
    'They are not hurting me
anymore.'
    'You don't understand. Anyway it's
a secret.'
    'Why?'
    'We brought them from heaven.'
    'Why?'
    'I will explain when you have
14.'
    'When shall I have 14?'
    'When you are quite old.'
    'You are not lying, are you?'
    'Don't tell anybody. Ok?
Promise?'
    'Promise.'
    "My husband used Spotify for the
last hour. He finished now."
    "By the way, his name is
Henry."
    "He told me the other day that he
got really fed up with that heavy ass pigeon."
    "He was even muttering to himself
in bed 'too heavy, too heavy...'"
    "Ana, sorry, this is not time to
listen to your private life."
    "John, if you know who my husband
is, you might listen morecarefully what I am saying. This is my
favor."
    "Or will it be easier for you
understand if I use the word 'dove' instead of 'pigeon'?"
    John got really annoyed. Two
reason. 1. He might know her husband. 2. Just annoyed by the whole
day.
    "Sorry. Back to work. I am going
out for a shopping. Breakfast bars from