friends now.â
âThanks. Itâll make my life a lot easier.â J.T. allowed his gaze to follow the lines of her round, firm body, clearly silhouetted by the warm evening sunlight shining in the window and through the thin cotton material of her nightgown. Lord help him, he didnât think heâd ever seen a more beautiful sight. He grew painfully aroused just looking at her.
âDammit,â he muttered under his breath. That was all he neededâfor her to notice his arousal. Sheâd never call Elena and set things straight. And if he couldnât pacifyhis sister, heâd just have to leave the ranch. In the twelve years since heâd gone to the reservation and brought Elena home with him, J.T. had grown to care for his half sister more than heâd ever thought he could care for anyone. He knew she meant well, trying to fix him up with Joanna. He couldnât make her understand that marriage and family life werenât for everyone.
âHow long has Elena been trying to find you a girlfriend?â Joanna asked.
âOh, sheâs not looking for a girlfriend,â J.T. said. âSheâs looking for a wife.â
âA wife? And she actually thought that I⦠I mean, she considered the possibility that you and Iââ
âDespite being twenty-seven, Elena is still rather naive. She doesnât realize that there are a lot of women who cringe at the thought of being married to a half-breed like me.â
âMr. Blackwood, I didnât meanâ¦â Joanna gazed into his good eye, that golden brown glittering eye, filled with anger and pain andâpassion. âYour Navajo ancestry has nothing to do with why I dislike you.â Indeed, his Navajo ancestry beckoned to Joanna, since it was another link, besides the silver-and-turquoise ring, that connected him to Benjamin Greymountain, and to the tender, gentle fantasy man she had dreamed of for over four years.
âI donât care what you meant or why you dislike me.â He took several steps toward her.
Unmoving, she held her breath. Reaching out, he stroked her cheek. âYou donât like me, but you want me. Oh, yeah, Iâve known your type before.â
Without thinking about what she was doing, Joanna lifted her hand and laid it atop his while he caressed her cheek. âNo, you havenât known my type before. Youâve never known anyone like me.â She removed her hand.
He stared at her for a split second, uncertain whether he could believe her or not. Hell, it didnât matter. He wasnât going to allow Joanna Beaumont to get under his skin. While visiting the ranch, heâd find some way to avoid her or heâd cut short his vacation.
He grabbed her chin, tilting her face. âCall Elena and get me out of hot water, then Iâll stay out of your way.â
Joanna nodded. âIâll stay out of your way, too.â
He made no reply, just turned, walked to the back door, opened it and left. Joanna stared at the open door for endless moments, then ran across the kitchen and slammed it shut. What right did a man like that have to wear Benjaminâs ring? Benjamin, a man whoâd been capable of the deepest, truest, most unselfish love? It was plain to see that J. T. Blackwood didnât know the first thing about loveâreal love, the kind Benjamin and Annabelle had shared.
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A FTER HEâD SPENT several hours tossing and turning, J.T. gave up trying to get any sleep and got out of bed. His grandfatherâs bed. Old John Thomas Blackwood. The meanest, orneriest son of a bitch whoâd ever lived. The man his father had named him for. The man who had forbidden his only son to marry a dirty Indian. The man who hadnât acknowledged J.T.âs existence until J.T.âs father had died and left the old reprobate without an heir. The man whoâd come to the reservation when J.T. was five and taken him from his