helmet.
He followed the trail to Johnson, what was left of him. Blood spread from the left side of Johnsonâs groin, his left leg scattered around him, bone broken and carved like scrimshaw and strewn with strips of muscle and skin. Johnson shivered, coughed, and looked lazily up at Stanley, drunk with shock. Stanley called for the medic. The blond man staggered up and then off, shouting for help. Stanley tore a strip of cloth from Johnsonâs backpack and made a tourniquet. Johnsonâs big long face caved in from his cheeks to his chin. His eyes fluttered.
âJohnson.â Stanley shook him. But Johnson was going. Stanley took off his helmet and scooped the herb out of the lining. He opened Johnsonâs mouth and pushed it in.
But Johnson didnât chew. Stanley opened Johnsonâs mouth and pulled a third of it between Johnsonâs gums and teeth. He picked off another piece and put in the red, beating hole that was once Johnsonâs hip, leg. Then he moved Johnsonâs jaw with his own hands, pushing Johnsonâs tongue aside, grinding the herb with Johnsonâs teeth. Johnsonâs mouth was dry as cotton, and the herb coated the soft pink insides. Stanley stuck his finger in Johnsonâs mouth and pushed the flakes, the unchewed pieces, into Johnsonâs throat. Johnson gagged, sitting up and coughing, hands at his neck. The green-brown flakes flew out, covering Stanleyâs face and shirt. Stanley wrapped his arms under Johnsonâs chest and jerked upward. Stanley jerked and Johnson coughed and the herb chunk flew into the snow.
âMedic.â The man dropped his kit beside Stanley. Stanley moved back and caught sight of the spat-out herb. It glowed in the detritus, unearthly. Stanleyâs heart jumped. He reached for the glowing orange saxifrage. The medic turned, shook his head, frowned.
Johnson was dead. The medic tagged him, took one of his dog tags, and scrambled back in the forest. It seemed wrong to leave Johnson like this, any of them like this. Maybe Stanley wouldnât fight anymore, stay here with Johnson, work the herb into his wounds, down his throat. He could stick his knife into Johnsonâs chest and massage it into his heart.
The trees shook around him. Men shouted in the distance, the trill of bullets, explosions. Small fires baked in pockets of black trees. When another shell landed to the left of Stanley, he could feel the warmth of it on his leg. He did what he later imagined any other person would do. He ran.
1806
They traveled in the highlands west of Reszel, Poland, Ela Zdunk and her mother, Barbara, like they always did, looking for rare species of flowers and roots. They walked miles in the mossy, swampy darkness, digging around the bases of beeches, spruces, and sycamores, bending under brushes, getting scraped by thorns and stickers and bitten by bugs. For as long as Ela could remember, the villagers visited their one-room shack outside of Reszel, the bone house, as it was called, to buy tinctures for their ailments. They had probably visited her mother for longer than the nine years she had been alive, for her grandmother had served the villagers in this capacity as well.
Witches, they were sometimes called. But as long as the tinctures worked, no one became upset. They overlooked, or allowed, out of supposed generosity, Barbara Zdunk and her daughter to live in a hut of mud and river rocks and animal bones on a little patch of hill near the edge of the woods, where the ground was barren and cracked and the coyotes howled and nobody bothered but the gypsies, and only then for a little while. From their spot on the unprotected hill, Ela and her mother could see the thick ring of poplars and willows that surrounded the city below, the dense maze of terracotta-tiled roofs protected within it. When the customers were particularly foul or rude, Ela stood on the hill and squashed their houses between her thumb and forefinger.
They traveled
Aziz Ansari, Eric Klinenberg