my life, I let him get captured. What is wrong with me?â She put her head in her hands and wept.
Mother rushed to her side. âI know, baby. I understand. You were scaredââ
âI was not!â Selah bristled at the thought. Her fingers absently traced the scar on her forearm. A tingling invaded her chest again, and she tried to ignore it. âIâm just as brave as they are.â
Mother gave her a look bordering on sympathy. Selah wanted to get away from that look. She darted from the chair. âI need to be alone. Yell when dinnerâs ready.â
âYour father went to Council and took the team and wagon with him rather than waste fuel, so as soon as dawn breaks one of the boys will have to take the AirStream to retrieve the wagon so they can transport their captive.â
Selah calculated how long it would take Raza to pilot the hovercraft to Council and then drive the team and wagon back. AirStreams traveled only a foot above the road, so it wasnât like he could zip cross-country in a straight line. He was forced to follow the roads.
She shook her head. âTheyâll wait twenty-four hours from when they found him with me to see if heâs still a viable catch. I hope for that poor manâs sake the mark may be gone, and theyâll have to set him free.â
Selah drummed her fingers on the table surface worn smooth by years of polishing. She counted the hours in her head. Maybe she would have a chance to get him back while Cleon guarded him alone.
Mother turned back to the table. âDinner will be me, you, and Dane. Do you want soup?â
Selah turned. âNo, I donât want soup. I want my catch back. All I can think about are those eyes . . .â
âDonât you dare look like that,â Mother said.
âLook like what?â Selah pulled back her chin.
Mother pointed at her face, making circles in the air with her fingertip. âThat wispy, faraway look. I know that look, Selah Rishon Chavez! Donât you dare think of getting involved with a Lander. It will cause you . . . nothing but heartbreak.And your father . . . well, I donât want to think about what your father would do.â
Selah cocked her head. âThatâs an odd thing to say. Iâve never even seen one up close before. Why would you think Iâd get involved with a Lander?â
Mother crossed her arms. âNo reason at all. But you just keep it that way for your own good, young lady. Youâre betrothed.â
Selah rolled onto her back. Her eyes remained closed but she detected radiant light filtering through her eyelids. She could hear birds outside her window singing their morning song. Sheâd made it to her Birth Remembrance! She didnât want to open her eyes. She just wanted to lie still and bask in the glory of being grown. As of yesterday sheâd finished school. Sheâd be allowed to drive an AirStream. Her possibilities were endless . . . Well, not exactly, but she refused to think that far ahead. She would enjoy today.
She sighed and smiled so wide she could feel her cheek muscles heating. Even breathing felt different. She opened her eyes and sat up. The sun poured through thin curtains floating softly on the breeze that pushed its way through the open window. The air smelled fresher than she ever remembered, and the bird song . . . She could hear more birds thanâ
Selah cocked her head. Could she really hear the ocean waves lapping at the beach several blocks away?
Adrenaline coursed through her chest. What was going on? She scurried from the bed, entangling herself in the covers and plopping to the floor on her bottom. She burst outlaughing. Well, that really looked adult. Maybe she needed to rethink the whole worldly shift that came with an eighteenth Remembrance.
Selah pulled the covers from around her. Still laughing at herself, she brushed the hair from her eyes and stood up.