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and how easily it was to get back on
track when we both really wanted that. I never wanted us to get back off track
again. I just want to be with Bennett – possibly forever if I got the
chance. He was everything I ever wanted in a man and I had been foolish to
almost lose him.
    The game was going to start soon, but we couldn't drive
together. Bennett needed to get there early and would need to do what he had to
do without worrying about giving me a ride there. So I would ride there
separately, which wasn't a big deal to me. I knew I would see him later. Things
were starting to work out the way that they were supposed to. I was feeling
really good about how the day had gone between us. My only regret was I didn't
realize sooner the kind of mistake that I was about to make with him. I had
been foolish to try to make him choose between his career and me and even if he
had chosen me, he wouldn't have been as happy as he could be with both. That
was something I really need to realize, that it wasn't just about me or even
just about the love that I had for Bennett. It was about both of us having a
life separately doing the things that we love, while still being together in a
relationship and loving that part of things, as well. I didn't need to make
Bennett choose between his career and me. I needed to embrace his love of
baseball as best as I could and love him anyways. Through that love, he would
find me, as well, and we would only grow stronger because of it. Everything was
going to be all right now. I had to believe in that.
    I knew what I had to do now in order to make our
relationship successful. I resolved that instead of fighting with Bennett and
trying to make him choose between baseball and me, I would do the opposite and
embrace his passion as if it was my own. I knew now that he was going to take
in the consideration that I needed to be a priority, as well, so that fear was
completely gone from my mind. He was going to put the effort that he needed to
in order to make sure that not only was he happy, I was happy as well. That was
how we were going to be successful. Like he said, he wanted us to both feel
fulfilled and satisfied in the relationship and that meant that we would both
have to make certain sacrifices to make sure that we were both happy.
    I was going to make even more of an effort to encourage him
with his career. Instead of being someone who was arguing against that, I
wanted to be a part of the thing that made him so happy. That way, I could get
the best of both worlds. Being with Bennett and enjoying the passion he shared,
that we both shared, for the love of baseball.

 
    Chapter Seven

 
    With my beer in hand, I sat in the seats watching the man
that I loved. God, I love the sport, but I love to Bennett even more. Bennett
was throwing a perfect game, not that I was surprised. The guy was all talent,
all the way.
    I had some of the best seats in the house, thanks to my
father who always provided me with great seats anytime I want to go to any
baseball game. He sent them to me in advance. I would have seats available if
and when I chose to go to a game. Being around a live game made me so happy, I
couldn't imagine being anywhere else. It was rare that I ever missed the game,
and I wouldn't have it any other way. There I was, grinning like an idiot every
time Bennett pitched the ball. I was just so proud of him all the time.
    There he was out in the field, looking as handsome and sexy
as I had ever seen him. His passion just brought out a huge sex appeal in him.
It was no surprise, when people are passionate about the things in their lives
they typically tend to have a glow. I loved him even more as I watched him do
the thing that made him so happy, the thing that he loved so much. It made me
embarrassed that I had ever thought that I could take this away from him and
that he would still be happy. It was a foolish thing for me to think that I
could control him in that way. I shouldn't even want to