said. âIâm sorry, you probably got sick of hearing that about five minutes into med school.â
He smiled and felt much more at ease than he expected. âItâs okay. But I donât imagine you came by to talk about child prodigies, on old sitcoms or otherwise.â
Her smile faded, and now she was the one who looked uncomfortable.
âIs something wrong?â he asked.
She sighed. âHow much time do you have?â
âHow much do you need?â Edward answered a little too eagerly. He was about to kick himself when her genuine smile returned.
âThe other nurses said you were about the nicest doctor Iâd ever meet.â
He blinked. âReally?â He had no idea others talked about him.
Caitlin nodded. âItâs why I came by. I know youâre a psychiatrist, not a therapistâÂâ
âActually, I do both,â Edward said, again a little too quickly. âI do diagnose and treat neurological problems, but I also do psychoanalysis.â
Caitlin arched an eyebrow.
âNo Freud,â Edward said through a laugh. âI promise.â Now that he was wearing his professional hat, his confidence started to rise. âDo you think you need a therapist?â
She shrugged. âI donât really have anyone I can talk to about things. Do you see employees of the hospital?â
He nodded. âI have before, and I happen to have an opening, as luck would have it.â Which was a complete lie; he was overbooked by about twenty patients, but sleep was overrated. âWhy donât you have a seat, tell me why you came by, and weâll go from there. Okay?â
Caitlin nodded, then looked at the couch. âAm I supposed to lie down or sit?â
âWhatever youâre comfortable with,â he said, collecting a notepad and a pen. âThough most Âpeople sit.â
âThank God,â she said and perched on the edge of the leather sofa.
âYou can use the whole cushion,â he said.
Caitlin laughed and moved back, sitting more comfortably. Eddy moved to the leather chair and sat down.
âSo how does this work?â Caitlin asked. âDo I just start talking?â
âPretty much,â Edward said. âWe can talk about whatever you like. You can tell me as much or as little as youâre comfortable with, but the more you tell me, the easier it is for me to help.â
Caitlin closed her eyes, drew in a deep breath, and let it out slowly. âOkay, you asked for it.â
In the end, heâd concluded that she didnât need a therapist, just someone to listen, and heâd told her as much. Though he promised himselfâÂand her after theyâd become friendsâÂthat if he ever thought she did need professional help, heâd refer her immediately to someone else.
Edward smiled as he thought back to that first visit. It had lasted more than two hours and had ended only then because sheâd had to get to a parenting class. It still made his heart full to think of how much sheâd opened up to him right away. Sheâd told him in that first visit about losing her parents as a child. Sheâd even told him about James and finding out she was pregnant while still grieving the loss of the grandparents whoâd raised her. Even then heâd admired her strength and courage. Sheâd seen so much loss in her life, but she still was able to give comfort to patients for twelve hours and make it look easy.
Then he started to think about when Fiona had been takenâÂfive years laterâÂand how his and Caitlinâs relationship had evolved, rather quickly, after that. He loved her and had for years. While he didnât doubt she loved him, he couldnât help but wonder if maybe her feelings had been helped along by the traumatic events of the last year: the kidnapping and rescue, and everything that happened around that. Who was to say that any day she