her hands. She was an amazing cook, which was a good thing because Emily could burn water.
âAnd how did
he
take this turn of events?â Sara asked.
âHe thinks itâs funny.â
âIt is.â
âNo, itâs not.â Emily sighed.
âYou gonna sleep with him again?â
âNo!â Emily said. âAnd would you focus on the real problem here? I now have to work with someone I got naked with.â
âSo?â
âSo, itâs unprofessional!â
Sara out and out laughed at this. âOnly if you accuse him of stalking you again.â
Emily opened her mouth, but realized Sara was grinning. And it had been a long time since her sister had been happy. Since sheâd dumped her model girlfriend Rayna in fact. Six long months. Thereâd been times Emily had despaired of ever seeing Sara happy again. âWell I guess itâs nice to see you smiling, even if itâs at my expense.â
Sara shrugged. âLike you always say, life sucks and then you move on.â
Did she say that? Had she really taught her sister that? âNo,â she said slowly. âLife doesnât suck.â
âUh-huh,â Sara said. âLet me see your calendar.â
Emily strode to her purse and pulled out her phone. âHere. Why?â
Sara accessed The Plan.
âHey,â Emily said. âThatâs just for meââ
âRight here.â Sara had gone back to the day Emily had found out where her internship was going to be. All that was typed in the square was âlife sucks.â
âOkay,â Emily said. âBut that was a really bad day. Sara, life doesnât suck.â
âThen why does todayâs page say: three hundred sixty-four days left untilââ
Emily made a grab for the phone, but Sara was quicker. And taller. Sara held it out of reach. ââuntil Iâm back in L.A.,â she continued reading, âat a great job and can reconnect with John.â She frowned. âJohn?â
âJohn Number
Two
.â She didnât talk about John Number One, the cheating, lying, rat-fink bastard. At Saraâs blank look, she added, âMy college study partner.â
âYeah, but that was for what, two minutes?â
âA whole semester,â Emily said defensively. John had taken her out for pizza in exchange for help in their psych class. Heâd been handsome and smart, and heâd seemed genuinely interested in her. Plus heâd always paid for her meals, a huge bonus since sheâd been on a budget so tight anything other than ramen had been a treat.
After heâd gone to law school and sheâd gone to vet school, theyâd lost contact. But it could still happen.
Maybe.
Okay it was highly unlikely, even she knew that she used the abstract idea of getting together with John as a way to give herself security, and something to look forward to on her plan.
After a very complicated, not to mention emotionally draining, last few years, she wasnât up for the complication.
In any case, Sara didnât look impressed. âWasnât he the guy who had his life all compartmentalized out? In a planner?â
âHey, thereâs nothing wrong with that.â
âUh-huh,â Sara said.
She could do worse. John was driven, smart, kind, and yeah, he liked a good plan as much as she did. âHeâs a good guy,â she said.
âDoes he know that you tell people youâre planning on putting a ball and chain on him?â
Emily bit her lip. âI donât tell people that.â
Sara rolled her eyes and handed back the phone. âAnd some say
Iâm
the oddball sister.â
Whatever. It was a good, solid plan, and that was important to Emily. It gave her security, which sheâd lacked for some time now. It gave her a road map to follow, and she wasnât going to take any detours. Sheâd had enough detours to last a lifetime. The