agony or madness.
It had come from Covenantâs house.
In an instant, Linden stood beside the car, waiting for the cry to be repeated.
She heard nothing. Lights shone from some of the windows; but no shadows moved. No sounds of violence betrayed the night. She I stood poised to race to the house. Her ears searched the air. But the dark held its breath. The scream did not come again.
For a long moment, indecision held her. Confront Covenantâdemand answers? Or leave? She had met his hostility. What right did she haveâ?Every right, if he were torturing some woman. But how could she be sure? Dr. Berenford had called it a medical problem.
Dr. Berenfordâ
Spitting curses, she jumped back into her car, stamped down on the accelerator, and sped away in a rattle of dust and gravel.
Two minutes later, she was back in town. But then she had to slow down so that she could watch for street signs.
When she arrived at the Chief of Staffâs house, all she could see was an outline against the night sky. Its front frowned as if this, too, were a place where secrets were kept. But she did not hesitate. Striding up the steps, she pounded on the front door.
That door led to a screened veranda like a neutral zone between the dwelling itself and the outside world. As she knocked, the porch lights came on. Dr. Berenford opened the inner door, closed it behind him, then crossed the veranda to admit her.
He smiled a welcome; but his eyes evaded hers as if he had reason to be frightened; and she could see his pulse beating in the pouches below their sockets.
âDr. Berenford,â she said grimly.
âPlease.â He made a gesture of appeal. âJulius.â
âDr. Berenford.â She was not sure that she wanted this manâs friendship. âWho is she?â
His gaze flinched. âShe?â
âThe woman who screamed.â
He seemed unable to lift his eyes to her face. In a tired voice, he murmured, âHe didnât tell you anything.â
âNo.â
Dr. Berenford considered for a moment, then motioned her toward two rocking chairs at one end of the veranda. âPlease sit down. Itâs cooler out here.â His attention seemed to wander. âThis heat wave canât last forever.â
âDoctor!â she lashed at him. âHeâs torturing that woman.â
âNo, he isnât.â Suddenly the older man was angry. âYou get that out of your head right now. Heâs doing everything he can for her. Whateverâs torturing her, it isnât him.â
Linden held his glare, measuring his candor until she felt sure that he was Thomas Covenantâs friend, whether or not he was hers. Then she said flatly, âTell me.â
By degrees, his expression recovered its habitual irony. âWonât you sit down?â
Brusquely she moved down the porch, seated herself to one of the rockers. At once, he turned off the lights, and darkness came pouring through the screens. âI think better in the dark.â Before her eyes adjusted, she heard the chair beside her squeak as he sat down.
For a time, the only sounds were the soft protest of his chair and the stridulation of the crickets. Then he said abruptly, âSome things Iâm not going to tell you. Some I canâtâsome I wonât. But I got you into this. I owe you a few answers.â
After that, he spoke like the voice of the night; and she listened in a state of suspensionâhalf concentrating, as she would have concentrated on a patient describing symptoms, half musing on the image of the gaunt vivid man who had said with such astonishment and pain,
Why you?
âEleven years ago, Thomas Covenant was a writer with one bestseller, a lovely wife named Joan, and an infant son, Roger. He hates that novelâcalls it inaneâbut his wife and son he still loves. Orthinks he does. Personally I doubt it. Heâs an intensely loyal man. What he calls love, I call