to be worried; people never pay much attention to whats going on around
them.
Before leaving, he plants a kiss on the brow of the sleeping beauty and murmurs:
As you see, I kept my promise. I didnt shoot.
He takes a few steps
and his head begins to ache terribly. This is perfectly normal: the blood is flooding the
brain, an understandable reaction in someone who has just been under extreme tension.
Despite the headache, he feels happy. Yes, he has done what he set out to do.
He can do it. And hes happier still because he has freed the soul from that fragile body,
freed a spirit incapable of defending herself against a bullying coward. If her
relationship with her boyfriend had continued, the girl would have ended up depressed and
anxious and devoid of all self-respect, and would have been even more under her boyfriends
thumb.
This had never been the case with Ewa. She had always been capa- ble of making her own
decisions. He had given her both moral and fi- nancial support when she decided to open
her haute-couture boutique; and she had been free to travel as much as she wanted. He had
been an exemplary man and husband. And yet, she had made a mistake: she had been unable to
understand his love or his forgiveness. He hoped, however, that she would receive these
messages; after all, he had told her on the day she left that he would destroy whole
worlds to get her back.
He picks up the throwaway mobile phone he has just bought and on which he has entered the
smallest possible amount of credit. He sends a text message.
The Winnder Stands Alone
11:00
AM
It all began, they say, with an unknown nineteen-year-old posing in a bikini for
photographers who had nothing better to do during the 1953 Cannes Festival. She
immediately shot to stardom, and her name became legendary: Brigitte Bardot. And now
others think they can do the same. No one understands the importance of being an actress;
beauty is the only thing that counts.
Thats why women with long legs and dyed hair, the bottle blondes of this world, travel
hundreds or even thousands of miles to be in Cannes, even if only to spend the whole day
on the beach, hoping to be seen, photographed, discovered. They want to escape from the
trap that awaits all women: becoming a housewife, who makes supper for her husband every
evening, takes the children to school every day, and tries to dig up some dirt on her
neighbors monotonous lives so as to have something to gossip about with her friends. What
these women want is fame, glory, and glamour, to be the envy of the other people who live
in their town and of the boys and girls who always thought of them as ugly ducklings,
unaware that they would one day grow up to be a swan or blossom into a flower coveted by
everyone. They want a career in the world of dreams even if they have to borrow money to
get silicone breast implants or to buy some newer, sexier outfits. Drama school? Forget
it, good looks and the right contacts are all you need. The cinema can work miracles,
always assuming, of course, you can ever break into that world. Anything to escape from the prison of the provincial city and
the long, dreary, repetitive days. There are millions of people who dont mind that kind of
life, and they should be left to live their lives as they see fit. However, if you come to
the Festival you must leave fear at home and be prepared for anything: making spur-
of-the-moment decisions, telling lies if necessary, pretending to be younger than you are,
smiling at people you loathe, feigning an interest in people who bore you, saying, I love
you without a thought for the consequences, or stabbing in the back the friend who once
helped you out, but who has now become an undesirable rival. Dont let feelings of remorse
or shame get in your way. The reward is worth any amount of sacrifice.
Fame. Glory.