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England , 1108
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I t wasnât love at first sight.
Lady Brenna didnât want to be presented to company. She had far more important things to do with her day. Her nursemaid, a dour-faced woman with God-fearing ways and clumped-together, protruding front teeth, wouldnât listen to her arguments, however. With the determination of a hedgehog, she cornered Brenna in the back of the stables and then lunged forward. Never one to let an opportunity or a little girl slip past her, the nursemaid lectured her charge all the way up the hill and across the muddy courtyard.
âQuit your squirming, Brenna. Iâm stronger than you are, and Iâm not about to let go. Youâve lost your shoes again, havenât you? And donât dare lie to me. I can see your stockings peeking out. Why are you dragging that bridle behind you?â
Brenna lifted her shoulders in a shrug. âI forgot to put it back.â
âDrop it this minute. Youâre always forgetting, and do you know why?â
âI donât pay attention to what Iâm doing, like you tell me to, Elspeth.â
âYou donât pay attention to anything I tell you, and thatâs a fact. Youâre more trouble than all the others put together. Your older brothers and sisters have never given me a momentâs worry. Even your baby sister knows how to behave herself, and sheâs still sucking on her fingers and wetting herself. Iâm warning you, Brenna, if you donât change your ways and give your parents a little peace, God himself will have to stop his important work and come down here to talk to you. Just how are you going to feel about that? You donât like it much when your papa has to sit you down on his knee and talk to you about your shameful behavior, now do you?â
âNo, Elspeth. I surely donât like it. I try to behave. I really do.â
She peeked up to see if the nursemaid believed she was contrite. She wasnât, of course, because she really didnât think sheâd done anything wrong, but Elspeth wouldnât understand.
âDonât you bat those big blue eyes at me, young lady. I donât believe youâre the least bit sincere. Lord, but you smell. What have you gotten into?â
Brenna lowered her head and kept quiet. Sheâd been chasing after the piglets just an hour before, until the tanner put their mama back in the pen, and Brennaâs peculiar stench was just a small price to pay for all the fun sheâd had.
Her torture had only just begun. Even though she had had a bath just a week before, she was bathed again, and in the middle of the day, of all times. She was scrubbed from head to toes, and so thoroughly she had to cry about it. Elspeth wasnât at all sympathetic to her wails, and Brenna eventually got tired of crying. She barely struggled at all while Elspeth dressed her in a blue gown and too-tight matching slippers. Her cheeks were pinched hard for color, her whiteblond tangles were brushed into curls, and she was then dragged back down to the hall. She would have to pass her motherâs inspection before she could be left alone.
Her oldest sister, Matilda, was already seated at the table with her mother. Cook was there too, going over supper arrangements with her mistress.
âI donât want to meet no company today, Mama. Itâs sorely wearisome for me.â
Elspeth came up behind her and poked her in her shoulder. âHush now. You mustnât complain. God doesnât like women who complain.â
âPapa complains all the time, and God likes him just fine,â Brenna announced. âThatâs why Papaâs so big. Only God is bigger than he is.â
âWhere did you hear such nonsense?â
âPapa told me so. I want to go outside now. I wonât run after the piglets again. I promise.â
âYouâre staying right where I can keep my eye on you. Youâre going to behave