back to the bus station for the last time. I put on my old clothes again. I fold up my suit. Then I go to the pawnbrokerâs place, just a few blocks away. I know Moms spent over four grand on the clothes and the briefcase. After a long argument, I get four hundred bucks for it all, plus a pawn ticket.
It breaks my heart to think of how hard Moms worked to buy this suit for me. All so I could get a good job. But Iâm not going to stand here in a pawnshop and cry. I have a new plan already, and Iâm going to follow it. Thatâs one of the seven habits from my book. Know what you want and work for it. All I want right now is to get out of this town before it kills me.
I make the long walk back to the impound lot. I go to the counter and hand over most of the cash I just got. The guy behind the counter asks me to wait a minute while he finds his receipt book.
I donât care. Whatâs my hurry? I have nothing but time.
CHAPTER NINE
A fter I pay my towing charge and the storage fees, I have eighty-one dollars left. Thatâs enough to fill the tank with gas and buy enough food for a few days. And then what will I do? I have no idea. Itâs in Godâs hands now.
I never was very religious. But maybe I should start going to church. Nothing I do seems to work. And come wintertime, a nice warm church would be a good place to hang out.
Then I remember something. How could I have forgotten? I was supposed to have a date with Yolanda tonight.
Well, thatâs not going to happen now. Iâm so depressed I canât even face her. What will I do? Just not show up, I guess. I hate doing that, but I canât look her in the eye and tell her Iâm homeless. Unemployed. Broke. She would throw me out like last weekâs trash. And her dad would hold the door open for her.
Itâs not right to just blow her off. But it doesnât matter if I call her or stand her up. Either way, I lose her. And after what Iâve just been through, I canât take the idea of being humiliated again.
Today was supposed to be the best day of my life. Instead, itâs one of the worst. I havenât felt this empty since I watched my mother pass away.
âGive me a second to find your keys,â says the owner. Heâs looking around behind the counter. âItâs a little crazy here this morning. The courier is late again.â
âSure,â I say. âTake your time. I got nowhere to be.â
The owner goes to the door and opens it.
âSteve!â he yells. âThat courier come by yet?â
I canât hear Steveâs answer, but it must be bad news. The owner slams the door and shakes his head in disgust.
âPeople are so unreliable,â he says to himself. Then he picks up a newspaper and looks under it. My keys are underneath. âHere are your keys, sir. Sorry to keep you waiting.â
I take my keys. But I donât leave just yet.
A lightbulb has gone off in my head.
âYou say youâre waiting for a courier?â
I ask him.
âYeah, thatâs right. I have a package that has to go across town. And it needs to be there in an hour.â
âYou mind me asking how much they charge you for that?â
âThirty-five dollars.â
I nod.
âIâll do it for twenty,â I say.
âWhat? Are you serious?â
âGive me the package, and Iâll deliver it right now. Twenty bucks. Guaranteed.â
âHow do I know you wonât steal it?â
I take out my wallet. I remove my driverâs license and put that in my shirt pocket. Then I hand my wallet over to him.
âHere,â I say. âThatâs everything I have. All my id, my money, everything. When I come back, call them up and ask if they got the package all right. Then you pay me and give me my wallet back.â
The owner stands there staring at me for a minute. I think heâs about to throw me out. But then he nods.
âYou got
Jessica Keller, Jess Evander
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