wake up.
Well, Barbara had. At last, at last.
Let people underestimate her. Let them take her for granted. She knew. She had the courage and self-discipline to do what needed to be done.
With one foot, she nudged her suitcase into the corner by the coat closet. Sheâd unpack later. She turned the air-conditioning on high and went into her living room. Like the rest of her apartment, it was simply decorated in contemporary furnishings, its clean lines and clean colors reflecting her strength of character. She despised anything cute or frilly.
She sat in a chair by the vent. Her apartment was in a nondescript building on the Potomac; it was one of the smallest units, with no view to speak of. Not that she spent much time here. She was in the office by eight and seldom out before seven.
She closed her eyes, feeling the cool air wash over her. Sheâd worn long pants and a long-sleeved shirt to hide her bug bites. Each one deserved a tiny Purple Heart. They were her badges of courage. It wasnât weakness that had made her actâit was strength, courage, conviction.
Sheâd been meticulous. She wasnât an idiot. She hadnât felt the need to do anything dramatic to conceal her presence. Sheâd stayed at a Manchester inn and driven a car sheâd rented in Washington. Sheâd had a plausible cover story in case she had been discovered.
Oh, Lucy, I was just stopping in to see you and the kids. I took a few days off to go outlet shopping, do a little hiking. By the way, did you hear gunfire? I saw someone going up the dirt road over by the brook with a rifle. They must have been target practicing awfully close to your house.
It had never come to that. Sheâd conducted exhaustive surveillance before implementing her plan, even something as simple as the late-night hang-up. Lucy was too self-centered, too stupid, to catch her.
Firing into the dining room had been Barbaraâs supreme act. It was even better than the bullet on the front seat. That was just the proverbial icing on the cake. Barbara had waited until Lucy and the children left for Manchester. She was parked up on the dirt road, as if she were off to check out the falls. She crossed Joshua Brook, jumping from one rock to another, and dropped down low, working her way up the steep, wooded bank until Lucyâs house came into view. She lay flat on her stomach in the brush. Mosquitoes buzzed in her ears, chewed on every inch of exposed skin. Her tremendous self-discipline kept her focused.
If sheâd been caught then, at that moment, with her rifle aimed at Lucyâs house, sheâd have had no cover story. The riskâthe challengeâwas part of the thrill, more exhilarating even than sheâd imagined.
Her father had taught her and her three sisters how to shoot. He had never said he wished heâd had a son, but they knew he did. Barbara was the youngest. The last, shattered hope. Sheâd become a very good shot. No one knew how goodâcertainly no one in Jackâs office. Not even Jack himself. They knew her only in relation to her work, her devotion to her job and her boss.
Only after sheâd fired and lay in the still, hot, prickly brush did she decide to go after the spent bullet. It wasnât concern over leaving behind evidence that propelled her across the yard behind the barnâit was the idea of further terrorizing Lucy, imagining her coming into her dining room and seeing the shattered window, then realizing someone had slipped inside to dig the bullet out of the wall.
The back door wasnât locked. Lucy often didnât lock all her doors. Perhaps, Barbara thought, this would teach the silly twit a lesson.
The acid burned down her throat and into her stomach, gnawing at her insides. The urge to scare Lucy, throw her off her stride, had gripped her for days, consuming her. With each small act of harassment, Barbara felt a little better. The pressure lifted. The urge subsided.