whatâs for dinner?â
My mother winced. âPizza? Chinese? Anything else you can order over the phone? Iâm sorry, but I have this brief and I have court in the morning.â
âMom,â I told her for maybe the thousandth time, âI donât mind pizza. Sorry, but your cooking isnât all that great, so itâs no big deal ordering pizza.â
âWell, at least get some veggies on it,â she said.
After dinner I called Jake.
âDo you want to come over?â I said. âI got that new album, if you want to listen to it.â
There was no album, of course. Itâs just that we always have to be careful. Like I said, Jakeâs brother, Tom, is a Controller. He could be listening on the extension. Then I called Cassie and Marco and told them the same cover story.
When they arrived I told them about Melissa, and then I told them about my little run-in with the creep. I did not tell them about Chapman driving me home. I donât know why. But when I saw the way Marco exploded, I was glad I hadnât told them the whole story.
âOh, that was dumb! Dumb! DUMB!â Marco said. âWhat if that guy is a Controller?â
âHe wasnât a Controller,â I said scornfully. âWhy would the Yeerks want to make a Controller out of a punk? They want people in positions of power.â
âWe donât know that for sure,â Jake said. âTom isnât in a position of power.â
âAnd how about people driving by in their cars, or looking out of the windows of their homes?â Marco asked. âAnd what if he runs and tells someone about this girl who suddenly sprouted a trunk and tusks?â
âNo one is going to believe a lowlife like that,â I said.
âHis friends wonât believe him,â Marco said poisonously, âbut a Controller
would
believe him. A Controller would know what it meant.â
Yes. A Controller would know what it meant. A Controller like Chapman. Or even Melissa, if she were one of them.
I felt sick. It was like my whole life was nothing but lies. Lies to Melissa. Lies to my mother. Now I was lying by not telling the others the whole truth.
âOkay, I screwed up,â I muttered.
âYou sure did!â Marco crowed. âYou screwed up soââ
âMarco, let it drop,â Jake said. âRachel knows she made a mistake. We all make mistakes.â
Marco rolled his eyes.
Cassie gave me an encouraging smile. âIt
was
dumb putting yourself in that position, Rachel. You need to be more careful. But still, Iâd have paid my next ten allowances to see the look on that guyâs face.â
âThe important thing is that it doesnât sound like Rachel can use Melissa to get close to Chapman,â Jake said. âNot if sheâs a Controller herself. And not if sheâs going to continue being weird to Rachel.â
âI guess weâll have to find another way,â I said quickly. âI mean, we know where Chapmanâs office is. We know where his house is. Maybe we could just morph into some small animals and hide out.â
âSmall animals like what?â Marco asked. âWhen Jake turned into a lizard he got stepped on. He lost his tail. Besides, what are you going to morph into? A cockroach?â
We all shuddered at the thought. The smallest, strangest thing anyone had morphed so far was when Jake had done the lizard. It creeped him out big-time. A roach would be even worse.
âThe problem with being a cockroach,â I said, âaside from the fact that it is too gross to believe, is that roach senses might not even be useful to us. Can a roach âhearâ in a way that would make it possible for us to understand
what
weâre hearing?â
We all looked at Cassie. Sheâs sort of our expert on animals.
Cassie held up her hands. âOh, come on. Like I know how a cockroach sees and hears? We donât take
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