Why give them the chance to do it again?â
âIf we refuse to show it to them, they could get a subpoena. Itâs possible theyâll see some clue in the journal that you and I missed. The reference to Lou, for example. Do you know who that is?â
âNo. Show it to them if you must, but no one else, certainly not the press.â
âAll right,â Claire agreed.
âIs there anything else? Otto appears to be getting tired.â
Otto looked exactly the same to Claire as he had when he entered the room. âWould you like to come to the center to see the original document?â she asked.
âLet me think about it.â Ada stood up and extended her hand. âThank you for your time.â
âThank you,â Claire replied.
Chapter Three
C LAIRE STOPPED AT D URAN â S P HARMACY ON C ENTRAL FOR LUNCH . She sat at the counter and ate tamales, enjoying their texture and heat. When she got back to the center she noticed a man standing beside the reception desk. He didnât have a hat, but she had the fleeting impression that he held one in front of him. It seemed like the kind of gesture this man would make. He wore a short-sleeved shirt, a bolo tie, and khaki pants that were belted above his stomach. He was at least six feet tall and over two hundred pounds, but his posture was deferential. He gave the impression he was waiting for someone, and Claire suspected she was the someone. She had heard a lot about the kind of person Curt Devereux was, but little about his appearance. Yet her instinct had told her this was what he would look like.
Claire walked up to him, introduced herself, and asked if he was Curt Devereux.
âHow did you know?â he asked.
âI made an educated guess,â Claire replied. âIâve read a lot about you,â Even after she introduced herself, Curt continued to give the impression he was waiting for something. Retirement? Claire wondered. Waiting for retirement went with the territory when a person worked for the federal government. It could be dangerous, Claire thought, to wait until middle age to start living your life. She had recently been through the death of a parent, the death of a mentor, and a divorce. She had come out of that turbulent period with the conviction that life had to be lived every moment, as it happened. She looked into Curt Devereuxâs unblinking eyes and placid face. If he felt anger or regret about his career or about anything else, he concealed it well.
âLetâs go to my office,â Claire said.
âThis is a wonderful building,â Curt told her. âItâs everything a library should be.â
Claire agreed with him. Zimmerman Library had been designed by the architect John Gaw Meem and was beautifully proportioned, with high ceilings supported by rows of vigas and corbels. âHave you been here before?â she asked as she opened the wrought-iron door that led to the centerâs offices.
âI worked in the Park Service office in Albuquerque in the seventies. I used to come in and study the Vail papers to see if I could find any clues to Jonathanâs disappearance in his writing. I know the journal and A Blue-Eyed Boy are available in print, but those versions had been edited and they werenât in Vailâs handwriting. I thought I might find something in the originals. Maybe I just liked coming here. I always felt Iâd like to get a Ph.D.â
âIn what?â
âHistory.â
They had reached Claireâs office. âYou have time,â she said as she opened the door, but she knew well enough that some men retired and died before they ever had a chance to fulfill their dreams.
âAs I told you, I have less than a year left with the federal government,â Curt replied. âLately Iâve been pushing papers around and serving out my term, but I pulled some strings and managed to get myself reassigned to the Vail case. It will
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