who did
not understand the rules of the game. This was why he was looked at with
resentment when he asked what results they were getting -- and at some
point early in the last weeks he decided to invent new rules.
Kate's murderer had not been seen and, as he had no circumstantial
motive for the killing, there was nothing to link him physically to the
crime. But, Breton reasoned, there was another kind of connection. Breton
had no way of knowing the killer -- but the killer must know him. The
case had been well covered by the local papers and television services,
both of which had carried Breton's picture. It would be impossible for
the killer not to have shown interest in the man whose life he had so
savagely twisted. And, for a time, Breton came to believe that if he
encountered the killer on the street, in the park, in a bar, he would
know that man by his eyes.
The city was not large, and it was possible that in his lifetime he had,
at one time or another, glimpsed every man in it. Obviously, he had to
get into the streets and keep moving, going everywhere that people went,
making a rapid playback of a lifetime's exposure to the city's corporate
identity -- and someday he would look into another man's eyes, and he
would know. And when that happened . . .
The mirage of hope glimmered crazily in front of Breton for five weeks,
until it was finally extinguished by malnutrition and alcoholic poisoning.
He opened his eyes and knew by some quality of the light on the hospital
ceiling that there was snow on the ground outside. An unfamiliar
emptiness was gnawing at his stomach and he experienced a sane,
practical desire for a dish of thick farmhouse soup. Sitting up in
the bed he looked around him and discovered he was in a private room,
which was barely rescued from complete anonymity by several sprays of
deep-red roses. He recognized the favorite flowers of his secretary,
Hetty Calder, and there was a vague memory swirl of her long homely face
looking down at him with concern. Breton smiled briefly. In the past,
Hetty had almost visibly lost weight every time he got a head cold -- he
hesitated to think how she might have been affected by his performance
over the recent weeks. The desire for food returned with greater force
and he reached for the call button.
It was Hetty who, five days later, drove him home from the hospital in
his own car.
"Listen, Jack," she said desperately. "You've just got to come and
stay with us for a while. Harry and I would be delighted to have you,
and with you not having any family of your own . . ."
"I'll be fine, Hetty," Breton said. "Thanks again for the offer, but
it's time I went back home and began gathering up the pieces."
"But will you be all right?" Hetty was driving expertly through the
slush-walled streets, handling the big old car as if she were a man,
blowing through her cigarette every now and again to send a flaky cylinder
of ash onto the floor. Her sallow face was heavy with anxiety.
"I'll be all right," he said gratefully. "I can think about Kate now.
It hurts like hell, of course, but at least I'm able to accept it.
I wasn't able to do that before. It's hard to explain, but I had a
feeling there ought to be some government office I could go to -- a sort
of Department of Death -- and explain that there'd been a mistake. That
Kate couldn't die . . . I'm talking nonsense, Hetty."
Hetty glanced sideways at him. "You're talking like a human being, Jack.
There's nothing wrong with that."
"How do I usually talk?"
"Business has been pretty good the last few weeks," Hetty said crisply.
"You're going to need extra staff."
She went on to give him a rundown on the new business and the progress
that had been made on the existing survey contracts being handled by
Breton's engineering consultancy. As she talked he realized he was not
as concerned as he ought to be about his business. A gadgeteer by instinct,
he had taken a couple of
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