and cream and raspberry fillingand roasted nuts and raisins and cherries and spun sugar. The air was heady and warm. It was almost more than I could stand. I tried to figure out how much it would hurt to have just one piece of white chocolate.
âLook, Stacey!â Charlotte cried. She ran to a display of elaborate gingerbread houses decorated with candies and white frosting. âOh, elves! And mice. Look at all the little creatures that live in those housesâ¦. Oh!â She grabbed my hand and pulled me to the penny-candy counter. We were facing bin after bin of candy: butterscotch drops and Mary Janes and Gummi Bears and licorice sticks and peppermintsâ¦.
âPlease, Stacey, could we get just one thing?
One
thing each?â pleaded Charlotte.
I noticed bite-size bars of white chocolate and thought I could actually
taste
one melting in my mouth.
I felt in my pocket. I had two dollars, more than enough for two pieces of candy.
âPlease?â
I pulled the money out and put it on the counter. At that moment, Pollyâs cuckoo clock chimed. It was four-thirty. Slowly, I put the money back in my pocket and let out my breath. I couldnât believe what Iâd almost done.
âBetter not,â I said. âItâs too close to dinner. Your mom doesnât like you eating sweets anyway.â
âI know,â said Charlotte. âI just thoughtââ
âItâs okay. I wanted a treat, too, but youâre not the only one whoâs not supposed to eat sweets. Come on, letâs go.â
We left the store, Charlotte looking longingly over her shoulder. âHey!â I said. âWe have enough time to go to the playground before we head home.â
âGoody!â
It was growing dark, but I thought we could play safely for ten minutes. I felt cheered when we reached the school and saw a group of children hanging from the monkey bars. âCome on,â I said. But Charlotte had stopped in her tracks.
âNo.â
âItâs okay. Itâs not dark yet. And there are other kids here.â
âNo. I want to go home. Letâs go.â
Too late. The children had spotted Charlotte.
âHey, thereâs
Char
-Char,â cried one.
âHey, teacherâs pet! Go away!â
âYeah! Charlotte, Charlotte, go away, donât come back another day!â
âTeacherâs pet, teacherâs pet â¦â
âI am not the teacherâs pet!â
shouted Charlotte. She turned and began running home.
âHey! Wait up! Charlotte?â I caught up with her easily.
âGo away.â
âItâs me, Stacey.â
âI said go away.â
âI canât. Iâm your baby-sitter. I have to stay with you.â
Charlotte marched straight ahead, chin held high, tears dripping down her cheeks.
âDid those kids tease you because they saw you with a baby-sitter? ⦠Charlotte?â I tagged along at her side.
âNo,â she said at last, sniffling. âThey donât know youâre my sitter.â
âWhy are you mad at me?â
Charlotte stopped walking. âIâm not mad at you.â
âJust upset because they teased you?â
âI guess.â
âHow come they teased you?â
âI donât know.â
âThey called you the teacherâs pet.â
âI donât want to talk about it.â
âHey, listen, I got teased a
lot
last year.â
âIn New York?â
âIn New York.â
âWho teased you?â
âMy best friend. Well, she used to be my best friend. Now sheâs my former best friend.â
âWhy did she tease you?â
âItâs a long story.â
âDonât you want to talk about it, either?â
âI guess not.â
We were approaching the corner of Charlotteâs street. She had stopped crying and was holding my hand again. Suddenly, she squealed and pointed at something.