it did.
That was the worst part for her. She didnât care about the fall or the sharp pain in her knee. She was embarrassed. She hated attention and fuss more than anything. Although she never mentioned it, the knee that likely caused the fall was still bothering her. It was probably getting worse.
âI think sheâs fully recovered,â said Jimmy.
âThatâs what she says, but I think her knee still bothers her. You just never know, because itâs physically impossible for her mouth to form a complaint.â
âAnd thatâs why itâll be such a good match, because you always complain. Itâll balance out on the trip.â
âI donât know. Iâm still thinking about that tablecloth. You really have to see it.â
But by the time weâd finished our third beer, the trip was verging on becoming an interesting possibility. It was still only a possibility. But it was the only possibility. And as much as I didnât want to admit it, a ninety-two-year-old travelling companion was actually right in my wheelhouse. Lots of strolls, time for reading, cups of tea, ten hours of sleep per night, not too much direct sunlight, three square meals a day. It would be my kind of pace. It would be my kind of trip.
âSo how are things in Kingston?â wondered Jimmy. âYou doing all right these days? Anything new?â
The past few months, Iâve experienced a growing weariness. A tedium with where I live, with how I make a living, with my routine. Iâm growing tired of my city, tired of my street, the trees, the sidewalks. Iâm fatigued by the gravel covering my driveway, by the droning fridge in my apartment.
âKingston? Oh, well, Iâm fine,â I said, picking up my empty glass, bringing it to my mouth before setting it back down. âYeah, yeah, I mean, you know. Iâm okay.â
1:32 p.m.
IT FEELS AS if the scene has been eerily duplicated from this morning, from my street. Grandmaâs neighbours, a mother with two children, stroll by as we pack the car. They wave first and we reciprocate.
âWhere are you off to?â the mother calls. âLooks like youâre going on a trip.â
âYes, I am. With my grandson.â
âSounds like fun,â she says. âI could use a trip.â
One of the kids sits down on the curb. Heâs holding a stick in his left hand and tracing something hieroglyphic on the pavement.
âI know. Iâm lucky, all right. It is going to be fun. I havenât been on a trip in a while.â
Lucky? Fun? I havenât considered either of these adjectives in weeks, months. Does Grandma actually believe this, or does she just understand the socially acceptable pre-trip idiom to share with your middle-aged neighbour when your grandson is loading the car within earshot?
Iâm still staring, gape-mouthed, into the trunk. I finally look up. âOh, sorry, Grandma.â Sheâs waiting at her locked door. Grandmaâs even shorter than I remember. But sturdy, not frail. Sheâs dressed sharply, with a cardinal-red collared blouse and a soft woollen shawl around her shoulders. My cut-off jeans feel more flippant than they did an hour ago.
I finally manoeuvre room for both of Grandmaâs bags in front of the duvet and behind the cooler. I slam down the rusty trunk and walk around to her side of the car. âThere you go,â I say, opening her door. âDonât worry, itâs comfy. Well, comfier than it looks.â
She pats my arm. âIt looks cozy.â
The door, like the car, is tired. It groans and sags on its greasy hinges. Grandma smiles, lowering herself gradually, carefully. She steadies herself on my left arm all the way onto the low-riding seat.
Thatâs when I notice my front licence plate is hanging on by a single screw. The left screw is long ago lost. But, as Dad pointed out earlier, I keep it in place with grey duct tape. The most