I shouldnât. Sheâs serious about Eli and homecoming. Usually Jorieâs ideas come and go in a flash.
Eli and Jorie donât see me, and I go back inside, a little shaky.
Momâs cleaning up their papers. Sheâs been wearing her short hair gelled back behind her ears. Not even one strand came loose all day.
âIâm running to the grocery store,â she says. âDo you want anything special?â
I hesitate. âYou know what I really want?â
She piles the papers into her briefcase. âWhat?â
âGrandmaâs carrot ring.â
She looks up, her face tight. âI canât make that. I donât even know where the recipe is.â
A long second goes by. She picks up her purse, takes out her keys.
âWeâre out of frozen pizza,â I say, and shrug.
âOkay. Iâll get a few.â
Yeah.
Grandma used to make her carrot ring a lot when we went to her apartment for dinner. It was one of the best things Iâve ever tasted, and I donât even like carrots that much.
Dadâs on the sofa, feet up on the table, flipping through channels. As I pass him, he says, âWhatâs the matter?â
I keep walking. âNothing. Iâm fine.â
âReally?â
âYes.â Which is completely untrue.
I can still hear Jorieâs and Eliâs voices outside. Why am I upset? I mean, if they like each other â¦Â I just didnât think Eli was like that. Going for the butt-hugging shorts and obvious flirting.
But Iâm thinking about the Eli from when we werelittle. The quiet, protective boy who wouldnât let go of my hand that summer night we hid from Jorie. The funny, sweet, awkward Eli who gave me a crumpled Valentine with a picture of a cartoon truck with goofy-looking eyes that said
Sending you truckloads of
[scratched-out word]
on Valentineâs Day. Your friend, Eli Bennett
. When I held it up to my lamp, I could tell the scratched-out word was âlove.â
Do I even know the Eli from now?
And then this hits me: Do I know Jorie anymore?
O n the way to summer school, Jorie doesnât say anything about Eli, and I donât ask. I show her my chair drawing. âWhat do you think this is?â
She tilts her head. âI donât know â¦Â one of those old-fashioned tables where you do your hair and makeup?â
âYou mean a vanity?â
âYeah.â
I sigh. âNo. Itâs a chair.â
She squints. âOh, okay. I see it.â Then she laughs. âI told you that you shouldâve done the computer classwith me. Itâs easy. And Iâm meeting so many new people.
Lots
of cute guys.â
Great.
In art, when I hold up my drawing, people guess a table, a bed, and a spaceship. But then the quiet girl, Sariah, says softly, âIs it a chair?â I almost want to hug her.
Ms. Quinlan gives me some tips about shading and dimension, and while Iâm reworking the drawing, I glance at Sariah. Sheâs tall and skinny, with smooth brown skin and braces. Long, straight dark hair. Her drawing is a bowl of fruit, and itâs really good. When itâs time for the break, I try to catch her eye, but she walks out ahead of me and sits near a group in the commons. I hang at the edge of Jorieâs group.
By the end of class, my chair is starting to look more like a chair. Ms. Quinlan says, âBetter. Keep going.â
And I do.
I bring Mrs. Chungâs mail to her door every day, but Iâm not counting that anymore. Itâs just my routine; Iâm pretty sure she thinks itâs the mailman. I drop off two more plates of something sweet at Mr. Dembrowskiâs door (fifteen, sixteen). Either the squirrels or Mr. Dembrowski take them, because theyâre both gone the next day. I make chocolate chip cookiesâjust thebreak-and-bake kindâand leave some on Mattâs desk (seventeen). The empty dish is in the sink the next
Under the Cover of the Moon (Cobblestone)