unbelieving, getting her breath and trying to think. She dialled the operator and got put straight through to the airline, the words tumbling out as she told them her situation. They could put her on the last flight from Heathrow to Dublin but she would have to be there in just over two hours and fifteen minutes. She booked it and stood trembling at the dining-room door. Patrick came out to join her.
âIs it the kids? Whatâs happened? Is one of them sick?â
She shook her head.
âWe have to leave right now. Mammyâs in hospital, Kate says sheâs in intensive care, and they are doing everything they can to save her. Iâve got to go straight away, I can get a seat on the last Aer Lingus flight from Heathrow.â
âWe canât just walk out on Hilary and Ken like that.â
âItâs my mother, for Godâs sake!â
She could see it in his face. He was torn between staying at the party and getting her to the airport.
âYou bastard!â she screamed at him. âYou stay here if thatâs what you want but Iâm going home to Ireland!â
Hilary and Ken appeared, and Moya quickly explained the situation. Hilary hugged her close.
âI remember the day I got word about my mother, Lord rest her. Ken and I drove to Scotland like two maniacs. No, youâve got to go and get on that flight, get home as soon as you can.â
âIâm sorry for ruining your party,â she apologized.
âDonât even think like that, my dear,â insisted Ken. âFamily must come first.â
Three hours later she had boarded the flight, a small bag stuffed with essentials by her teenage daughter stored in the overhead rack. Moya closed her eyes and silently prayed.
Chapter Four
ROMY STARED AT the ceiling, listening to the distant hum of traffic from Lexington and 57th Street below and the night sounds of the city as Greg lay snoring slightly beside her, his arm flung across her chest, his naked body close to hers. She stroked his skin: it was soft and warm and she loved the way he smelled. Wholesome and manly, he didnât douse himself with colognes and body sprays and deodorants like some of the guys sheâd been with. He didnât need to. She pushed herself into the curve of his shoulder wishing she could snuggle there and drift into sleep. She needed to sleep, forget her auntâs call and the lonesome thought of her mother lying in a hospital bed. Going home was something she didnât even want to think about. Where did Kate and her Aunt Vonnie get off with telling her what to do!
Vonnie had even threatened never to speak to her again if she didnât fly home immediately. Sheâd had a bellyful of them all and the very thought of returning to Rossmore and seeing the Stone House where sheâd grown up made her feel panicked and nervous. She hadno wish to revisit that part of her life, and as far as she was concerned there was no going back.
Guilt tormented her as she tossed and turned, rebuking her, forcing her to confront the possibility of her mother dying without her presence. A sound of utter despair escaped from her.
âHey, Romy, are you OK?â
She was too choked to speak, too wrapped up in her own misery.
âYouâre thinking about your mother.â
She nodded in the darkness.
He rolled over towards her, and Romy was glad of his comforting warmth as she buried her face against his shoulder, wanting to erase the anxiety and dread within her.
âYou know, I wasnât there when my dad died,â he confided. âI was away at college when he had his heart attack.â
âThat wasnât your fault!â
âI know, but theyâd sent word to the dean. But, Iâd skipped lectures that day. Took off with a few of the guys and was busy skirt-chasing and downing beers when my old man passed on. Heâd been fit and healthy up till then.â
âYou being there wouldnât have