donât have any dogs there?â
âYou can bring Janice,â I said. âIâll make a reservation at the hotel.â
After I finished talking with her, my grandfather brought his beer into the living room and sat down opposite me. âSo weâre going to have two dinner guests, huh?â he said.
âJanice is just a Siamese cat,â I said.
âYou know, A.J.,â he said, âChristmas wasnât even celebrated in the early days in New England.â
âIs that right?â I said. I didnât want to tell him that Iâd been sitting right beside him when heâd gone into all that with Late Night Larry. I knew heâd blacked out, the same way Billie Kay sometimes did when she drank too much. I let him finish. Then I said, âIâm sorry I got you into this, Grandpa.â
âWhat are you talking about?â he said. âTimes change. It isnât 1659 anymore.â
âBut I know you never even liked the original meaning of Christmas,â I said.
âThe original meaning has gone out of Christmas,â he answered. âYou said that yourself just a short while ago. Whereâs your memory, A.J.? It can mean anything we want it to mean!â
I laughed. âItâll mean a lot of work for you.â
âI like to cook,â he said. âRemember, youâre talking to Chuck From Vermont. . . . Iâll tell you something else, A.J.â
âWhatâs that?â
âI think we ought to have a tree. I think we ought to fix this place up so it looks a little more like Christmas!â
âDo we have the money?â I asked.
âNo, we donât have the money,â he said.
âI could wire my father for some,â I said.
âNot on your sweet little behind,â my grandfather said. âIâve got a turkey in the deep freeze.â
âBut we shouldnât buy a tree.â
âWe wonât. And we wonât cut one down for our own selfish purposes, either. Weâll make a tree from pine branches,â my grandfather said. âAnd weâll decorate it ourselves.â
âWhatâll we use for decorations?â I said.
âWhat do we have the most of around here, A.J.?â I looked at him, puzzled.
âBeer cans, A.J.!â my grandfather laughed. âEmpty beer cans!â
Christmas was a week away.
Notes for a Novel by B.B.B.
âWhere have you been?â Adam asked me a few days before Christmas. âHave you been sick?â
I was standing by my locker, getting out of my parka. I grabbed my wool muffler and draped it across my face like a veil. âI was asked to join the sheikâs harem,â I said. My Hairgo scab was gradually disappearing, but it was still there. I had covered it with pancake makeup, but on very close inspection there was a thin scar mustache.
âSeriously,â Adam smiled, âhow come you missed school this past week?â
It was all thanks to Aunt Faith, whoâd persuaded my mother that the humiliation of going to school in that condition would far outweigh any damage done by missing five days of classes. Reluctantly my mother wrote an excuse for me, declaring I had been felled by flu. I studied my lessons daily in our sun parlor, nursing my wound with skin creams and making dozens of promises to my mother that I would never fool with a depilatory again.
âGo away,â I told Adam as I kept my muffler across my face. âThe sheik is a jealous lover. Even now his spies areobserving me.â
The only person observing me, besides Adam Blessing, was Christine Cutler. Her locker was a few doors from mine.
âHi, Brenda Belle!â she called over. âHow are you?â
Since when had she cared how I was?
âOkay,â I answered.
Adam was still standing there.
I told him, âIf you must communicate with me, do so by telephone this evening. I cannot risk the sheikâs