of the shadows. Mr. Blundell, the butler, was on his rounds.
âItâs getting cold. You should go inside,â said Stephen, staring at her.
âI donât want to. Not yet. I want to stay here and talk to you . . . I feel as though youâre angry with me and I donât know why. Is itabout the whole Mrs. Christie thing?â she asked. âBecause if it is, or was, Iâm sorry I was so pigheaded and dragged you into it all. And Iâm actually rather cross myselfâwith
her
.â
Stephen laughed. He pulled off his cap and ran a hand through his hair. âIâm not angry with you. Iâm never angry with you. You know that. But I do get . . .â
âYes?â
âFrustrated, I suppose.â
âBy me?â
âYes,â he said quickly, tilting his head to one side, narrowing his eyes.
âI see,â she said, though she didnât and couldnât. âWell, I can only apologize . . . because I really donât mean to be.â
âI know this,â he said.
It was inevitable that their friendship had changed, Daisy thought, watching him as he continued to stack logs on the barrow, from those days when heâd been eager to see her, turning up at the house most evenings to see what she was doing and spend time with her. It was inevitable, she supposed, that heâd prefer to spend his evenings at a public house. It was what young men like Stephen did, her mother had told her. But Daisy missed his company. Missed their friendship.
âAre you going to the pub?â Daisy asked, adopting his terminology.
âNot sure. Might be,â he said, without looking up.
Daisy often wondered what went on thereâapart from drinking. Sheâd have liked to be asked, be invited,
and
be allowed to go. The only time she had been to the local public house was last BoxingDay, when the hunt had met there and she and Iris had stood about with their parents holding glasses of punch, then watched the horses and hounds set off in search of some poor fox. She had told Iris then that she thought it all very uncivilized and that sheâd not go again. But sheâd meant to the hunt, not to the place.
âWell, if you change your mind . . . ,â she said.
Then Mr. Blundell opened the back door and asked Stephen if the logs were ready, and Daisy turned and went inside.
She walked down the passageway to the kitchen, said hello to Mrs. Jessop and to Nancy and Hilda, and went up to her room. She threw off her coat, lay down on her bed and thought once more about Mrs. Christie and what, exactly, had driven her to stage her own disappearance. In truth, Daisy still couldnât believe it had been a publicity stunt. It seemed so drastic, so desperate. It had been a cry for help, Daisy thought, sitting up. And no different from all those times she had run away to the summerhouse; for she had, she suddenly realized, staged a few disappearances herself.
That evening, the dressing bell sounded at six thirty, the dinner bell at seven twenty-five, but there were only Daisy and her mother at dinner, seated at one end of the long dining table.
âNoonieâs not feeling too grand, is having a tray taken up,â said Mabel, shaking out her white linen napkin. âBut I quite like it like this,â she added, smiling. âItâs rather cozy, isnât it?â
âYes, rather cozy,â said Daisy.
Mabel peered at the bowl of watery green liquid in front of her, then sniffed it. âCabbage?â
Daisy shrugged. âGreenery.â
âHolly!â said Mabel. âHolly soup? What an idea,â she added, giggling at her own joke as she picked up her spoon.
She was in a better mood, Daisy thought. Perhaps Howard had telephoned, or, and more likely, her new best friend, Reggie.
âTheyâll all be upon us next week,â her mother continued. âBut quite a few less than Iâd