patio?â
âI love the patio. I feel like Iâm having an après ski glass of wine at a Swiss chalet. I can almost see the Alps right there, by your security fence.â
She rolled her eyes, but there was a faint smile on her lips. âNice of you to say so, but this isnât exactly a Swiss chalet.â
And that was true. Graceâs house was a tiny structure with a tiny yard in an average city neighborhood. She could afford a real Swiss chalet if she wanted one, but sheâd chosen this piece of real estatespecifically for its size, because it had been easier to turn into an unbreachable fortress where she could shut herself in and shut everybody else out. âDo you ever think of moving, getting a different place?â
She shrugged. âIâm comfortable here.â
âCharlie wants a bigger yard, I can tell.â
âCharlieâs agoraphobic.â
âYou used to be agoraphobic, too. Animals take cues from their owners, change with them, you know.â
âAnd this from a man whoâs never owned an animal?â
âI might be watching too much cable TV. Do you know how many animal psychology shows are on now?â
Grace didnât giggle exactlyâthat would have been outrageousâbut she was clearly amused. âWhat about you? Do you ever think of getting a different place?â
âIâm comfortable there,â he echoed her earlier comment, and suddenly whatever strange tension had been tightening the air around them eased.
âCome on, letâs go eat.â She took his hand and led him into the house.
SEVEN
C huck had only sketchy memories of driving back to the hotel after leaving the fire at Wallyâs house. One minute he was at the fire, talking to a Detective Hudson, the next he was walking through the lobby of the Chatham to the lounge. He told himself he wanted a beer, needed a beer, but the truth was, what he wanted and needed was human contact. You could live a solitary existence for most of your life, but when you really came up against it, sitting alone in a hotel room was a miserable prospect. It would be nice to prefer the company and solace of particular people, but if you didnât have that, a bartender was the next best thing.
âGood evening, sir. What can I get for you?â
âBeer, please. Whatever you recommend.â
The bartender expertly tapped a perfect pour into a frosted glass and watched Chuck lift it to his mouth with a hand that still hadnât stopped shaking. âAre you all right, sir?â
âIâm not sure. I lost a friend tonight.â
âIâm sorry to hear that. Maybe you can patch things up.â
âI donât think so. Heâs dead.â
âOh my God, Iâm so sorry.â
Chuck stared down through the perfect foam head of his beer and felt sick. âHis name was Wally.â
The bartender noted Chuckâs pasty face and his hunched posture and poured two fingers of amber liquid into two crystal lowballs. âThis might go easier on your stomach than beer right now. To your friend Wally, sir.â He touched his glass to Chuckâs.
âYouâre very kind.â Chuck downed his drink and set his glass on the bar, thinking that bartenders were actually quite brilliant. The scotch went down smoothly and settled like silk in his troubled stomach, much more soothing than beer.
When he tried to pay, the bartender refused, saying, âOn the house, sir, with my sympathies.â
Chuck pressed his lips together and swallowed, wondering when people had become so nice, wondering if heâd missed that all these years.
After his second scotch with the sympathetic bartender, Chuck started to think he might actually be able to go to sleepâthe unexpected infusion of alcohol in a body unused to it had calmed him a bit. And for a time, at least, heâd stopped dwelling on what had certainly been the worst day of his life.