everything about this trip but being apart and knowing you're sad about being home. I don't feel right being happy knowing that. I feel so weird without you guys. Without you here being Tibby, I'm being a little bit Tibby-doing it badly compared to you, though.
Infinite X's and O's,
Carma
T he first thing was the front door. It was painted the most brilliant, egg-yolk-over-easy shade of yellow. Surrounding it, the house front was painted the brightest possible blue. Who could even imagine such a blue? Lena tipped her face upward to the cloudless afternoon sky. Oh.
In Bethesda, if you painted your house those colors, they'd call you a drug addict. Your neighbors would sue you. They'd arrive with sprayers at nightfall and repaint it beige. Here was color bursting out everywhere against the whitewashed walls.
âLena, go!â Effie whined, shoving Lena's suitcase forward with her foot.
âVelcome, girls. Velcome home!â Grandma said, clapping her hands. Their grandfather fit the key into the lock and swung open the sun-colored door.
The combination of jet lag, sun, and these strange old people made Lena feel as if she were trippingâhypothetically, of course. She'd never actually tripped on anything, except maybe a bad shrimp from Peking Garden once.
If Lena was glazed and stupefied, Effie without sleep was just plain cranky. Lena always counted on her younger sister to do the blabbering, but Effie was too cranky even for that. So the drive from the tiny island airport had been mostly quiet. Grandma kept turning around in the front seat of their old Fiat saying, âLook at you girls! Oh, Lena, you are a beauty!â
Lena seriously wished she would stop saying that, because it was irritating, and besides, how was cranky Effie supposed to feel?
Grandma's English was good from years of running a restaurant catering to tourists, but Bapi's didn't seem to have benefited in the same way. Lena knew that her grandmother had been the hostess and the beloved public face of the restaurant, charming everyone with tidal waves of affection. Bapi mostly stayed in the back, cooking at first, and then running the business after that.
Lena felt ashamed for not speaking Greek. According to her parents, Greek was her first language as a baby, but she slowly dropped it when she started school. Her parents never even bothered with Effie. It was a whole different alphabet, for God's sake. Now Lena wished she spoke it, just like she wished she were taller and had a singing voice like Sarah McLachlan. She wished it, but she didn't expect it would happen.
âGrandma, I love your door,â Lena piped up as she passed through it. The inside of the house was so comparatively dark, Lena felt she might faint. All she could see at first were swirling sunspots.
âHere ve are!â Grandma shouted, clapping again.
Bapi shuttled behind, with two duffel bags and Effie's furry neon-green backpack over both shoulders. It was cute and depressing at the same time.
Grandma threw her arm around Lena and squeezed her tight. On the surface Lena felt glad, but just under the surface it made her feel awkward. She was unsure how to return the gesture.
The house came into focus. It was larger than she expected, with ceramic tile floors and pretty rugs.
âFollow me, girls,â Grandma ordered. âI'll show you your rooms and then ve'll have a nice glass of drink, okay?â
Two zombie girls followed her upstairs. The landing was small but gave way to two bedrooms, a bathroom, and a short hallway down which Lena saw two other doors.
Grandma turned into the first door. âThis one for beautiful Lena,â she said proudly. Lena didn't think so much of the simple room until Grandma threw open the heavy wooden shutters.
âOh,â Lena said, sighing.
Grandma pointed out the window. âCaldera,â she announced. âCauldron, you English say.â
âOh,â Lena said again with genuine awe.
Though