under scorching sun afloat in a small boat with the man who turned out to be my father; our hilarious, tearful return to Santa Lucia, when Mama and â
Mama and Lucas! I shot out of the cabin as fast as I could, scrambled up the ladder, and emerged on deck to find Papa and Jem standing together near the tiller, peering through their telescopes in the hope of sighting the distant coast of Malta.
They were oblivious to the fact that Mama stood a few paces behind them, waiting. She was standing steadily on the swaying deck, bare feet planted firmly on the boards, like a real sailor. She was dressed as I remembered her in my earliest memories, in a simple blue dress that puckered and shimmered in the ocean breeze. Jem saw her first.
âBloody hell!â
Papa whirled around, one hand on his sword.
âGood morning, dearest,â said Mama sweetly.
âWhat on earth?â
Lucas skipped along the deck to greet him. âHello, Papa. Guess what? Weâre coming too!â
Papa looked, incredulous, from one to the other, and then at Jem, who seemed just as stunned. He slammed his telescope shut.
âNo,â Papa said, resolutely. âNo, no, no, no!â
âWeâre going to have an adventure,â said Lucas.
Papa raised his face to the sky. The veins in his temples seemed to quiver. I wondered if he might actually explode.
âMcGuire,â he said, his jaw clenched tight. âGet ready to come about.â
âWhat?â wailed Jem. âWhere are we going now?â
âWe have to deliver this ridiculous family of mine back to Santa Lucia.â
âI thought the British needed reinforcements,â Miller joked. I glanced around â all the boys were standing in a semicircle behind me.
âYou lot all knew about this, didnât you?â said Jem. âI thought it was just Cyg who was coming along.â
âItâs been one of my major problems in life,â said Miller. âIâve never been able to say no to a woman.â
âReally?â said Papa, sarcastically. âAllow me to teach you.â He turned to Mama and Lucas. âNo!â he shouted. âYou are not coming to Malta. I forbid it.â
Mama flinched at the anger in his voice, but kept the smile on her face. âBut you are only one vote against three, darling.â
âWhat is this? Parliament?â Papa growled. âWho in hell made this family a republic?â
Mama moved closer to him. âI promise to keep out of your way. I wonât even leave the ship.â
âDo you have any idea what weâre sailing into?â he said. âThis is a small part of the greatest war of our time.â
âPrecisely.â Mamaâs smile had vanished now. âDo you have any idea what itâs like waiting for your husband â or your daughter, for that matter â to come home? I will not go through that again, Rafe. You canât force me.â
They stood facing each other, only a yard apart, like strangers who had just been introduced. Itseemed as if they were both desperately trying to understand someone very dear and familiar but completely different from the person they knew.
âAre we there yet?â asked Lucas.
âAllah, have mercy on me,â said Papa, forgetting who he was for a moment.
âDonât worry so much,â Miller reassured him. âMalta is safe enough, now the French are locked up in the city. They never try to leave, and nobody else can get in. The rest of the country is free. So long as we donât sail under their guns into the Grand Harbour, weâll be safe as silver.â
âYou see?â I said, reassuringly. âThereâs nothing to worry about.â
Papa snorted.
âIâm going to help you,â said Lucas. He tugged on Papaâs hand. âWe brought the Swallow , too, in case you need her.â
Papa looked down at him and smiled. âGood lad.â
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