âIâve been with a delightful male companion, and itâs somebody you know already.â
Well, of course at that point I knew, all right. Window-shopping! For what, a new Claw?
I tried ignorance anyway, on the off chance that I was wrong: âI know him?â I said. âFrom where?â
She brought out some cheese and ham and took a bite of each. âCanât you guess?â she said. âValli, darling, why didnât you tell me that the new school psychologist is such a sweet, smart, caring man?â
âBecause he isnât!â I yelped. âAnd heâs got a face like aâlike a bulldog!â
Mom looked hurt. âSince when have you thought that looks were everything?â
âHeâs too old for you,â I said. âCome on, he is a lot older than you are, isnât he? He told us he was old, in assembly.â
She blushed. It was awful. âWell, maybe he isâI didnât ask to see his birth certificate. I didnât know you were so conservative, Valli.â
âIâm not, Iâm just trying to tell youâyou canât âhow can you stand him? Heâs a creep !â
She flinched, which made me feel awful. But I was desperate.
She recovered her poise, though her voice got an edge on it as she went along. âLook, I know itâs against the unwritten code for a mother to get involved with a staff member at her kidâs school. But youâd better face it, love, and learn to live with the crushing embarrassment as best you can.â
I was now more alarmed than ever. Mom only gets sarcastic with me when sheâs defending something really important to her. âWhat do you mean, involved?â I said.
âHe seems like a very nice man,â she said, and she got a plate and sat down to start some serious chomping. âHe gave up a substantial chunk of his free time to me today.â
âWhat did you talk about?â I said, remembering what Iâd heard over the radio at Kressâs. What would her version of that awful, smarmy conversation be?
âAbout you, of course, but lots of other things, too: life, and the state of the world, and publishing, and how hard it is to go into business for yourself. I told him a little about striking out on my own as a literary agent. Heâs had two books published, did you know that? They donât know how lucky they are at that smug little school to have a man of his caliber on their staff. For once I feel as if the price of sending you there is justified.â
She was so caught up in all this that she had poured herself a glass of milk instead of her usual Perrier.
I said, âYouâre going to see him again?â
âAs soon as possible.â Then she gave me a long look, and she said, âYouâre really upset, arenât you? Look, darling, Iâm as worried as you are about Gran, but for the first time Iâve found someone who seems to have a sense of what Iâve been going through. Besides you, of course.â
âYou talked to Brightner about Gran?â I said, feeling totally betrayed.
âWell, of course.â Abstractedly she gulped down the milk and blotted her mouth on a dish towel. âOh, didnât I tell you? I guess I forgot. What a strange coincidenceâyour Dr. Brightner turns out to be the same person whose letters I have in my desk offering to include Granny Gran in his Alzheimerâs study up in Buffalo. I thought the name was familiar.â
What a coincidence! But what could I say? That Iâd listened to part of their conversation on Mr. Kressâs radio while Brightnerâs Clawâthat thing had to be hisâtried to nab me and haul me off into never-never land? Well, you can imagine how that would go down. I could, too, so I didnât even try. But I was sure that if only I could get through to Mom I could save us all a load of grief.
I compromised. I said Brightner was a