All right, he’d told her, all right, I’ll go back. I will. Don’t cry.
And the next morning the letter arrived from the Center, telling him that “because of the unusual nature of your disorder, the investigation of which might prove of inestimable value to medical knowledge,” the doctors were willing to continue the tests free of charge.
And the return to the Center; he remembered that. And the discovery.
Scott blinked his eyes into focus.
Sighing, he pushed himself to a standing position, one supporting hand holding onto the table leg.
From that point on, the two twining strips left the leg entirely and flared up at opposing angles, paralleled by bolstering spars until they reached the bottom side of the tabletop. Along each upward sweep, three vertical rods were spaced like giant banisters. He would not need the thread any more.
He started up the seventy-degree incline, first lurching at the vertical rod and, catching hold of it, pulled himself up to it, sandals slipping and squeaking along the spar. Then he lunged up at the next spar and pulled himself to it. By concentrating on the strenuous effort he was able to blank away all thoughts and sink into a mechanical apathy for many minutes, only the gnawing of hunger tending to remind him of his plight.
At last, puffing, breath scratching hotly at his throat, he reached the end of the incline and sat there wedged between the spar and the last vertical rod, staring at the wide overhang of the tabletop.
His face tightened.
“No.” The mutter was crusty, dry sounding as his pain-smitten eyes looked around. There was a three-foot jump to the bottom edge of the tabletop. But there was no handhold there.
“No!”
Had he come all this way for nothing? He couldn’t believe it, wouldn’t let himself believe it. His eyes fell shut. I’ll push myself off, he thought. I’ll let myself fall to the floor. This is too much.
He opened his eyes again, the small bones under his cheeks moving as he ground his teeth together. He wasn’t going to push himself off anything. If he fell, it would be in jumping for the edge of the tabletop. He wasn’t going down on his own volition under any circumstances.
He clambered along the top of the horizontal spar just below the tabletop, searching. There had to be a way. There
had
to be.
Turning the corner of the spar, he saw it.
Running along the under edge of the tabletop was a strip of wood about double the thickness of his arm. It was fastened to the tabletop with nails a trifle shorter than he was.
Two of these nails had pulled out, and at that point the strip sagged about a quarter of an inch below the tabletop edge. A quarter of an inch—almost three feet to him. If he could jump to that gap he could catch hold of the strip and have a chance to pull himself up to the top of the table.
He perched there, breathing deeply, staring at the sagging strip and at the space he’d have to jump. It was at least four feet to him. Four feet of empty space.
He licked his dry lips. Outside, the rain was falling harder; he heard its heavy splattering at the windowpanes. Swirls of graying light swam on his face. He looked across the quarter-mile that separated him from the window over the log pile. The way the rain water ran twistingly over the glass panes made it appear as if great, hollow eyes were watching him.
He turned away from that. There was no use in standing here. He
had
to eat. Going back down was out of the question. He had to go on.
He braced himself for the leap. It may be now, he thought, strangely unalarmed. This may be the end of my long, fantastic journey.
His lips pressed together. “So be it,” he whispered then, and sprang out into space.
His arms banged so hard on the wooden bar that they were almost numbed beyond the ability to hold. I’m falling! his mind screamed. Then his arms wrapped themselves around the wood and he hung there gasping, legs swinging back and forth over the tremendous void.
He